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'Objects In Space'
Natter 77: I miss my friends. I miss my enemies. I miss the people I talked to every day.
Off-topic discussion. Wanna talk about corsets, duct tape, butt kicking, or physics? This is the place. Detailed discussion of any current-season TV must be whitefonted.
... tiptoes in ... hides in back ... quietly unwraps a butterscotch ...
.. tiptoes in ... hides in back ... quietly unwraps a butterscotch ...
AimeeStar!
Queen of Pompadours!
I actually have a Very Special Package to send out to you this week.
I actually have a Very Special Package to send out to you this week.
Well ... I do love a Very Special Package!! Thank you in advance!!! <3
My pompadour needs pomping AND adouring! I have an appointment with a new stylist next week to appropriately deal with the roots and the parts that lifted WAY too warm with the last new stylist. I think I'm going for more pomped mohawk this time around.
Hey hey lady!
Hey hey!
[finds the Empress, sits nearby]
I think I'm going for more pomped mohawk this time around.
Yassss!
[finds the Empress, sits nearby]
[snuggles in and sighs]
So, bi-polar depression is a Thing. And it ain't good. Empty nesting has hit me way harder than I anticipated. So many feels. Like, all the feels. And them more feels. And then new feels and old feels and what the fuck feels. I am overwhelmed and sad. Work has been okay. Mostly a lot of faking it until making it. My sleep and eating are completely disordered, executive function is either on overwhelmed or it's on complete shutdown which leads to a nasty shame and self-hatred cycle. I'm starting to negative self-talk out loud in front of my kids.
I need a good, long, ugly cry. But I'm afraid to have one because what if it doesn't stop? I need a new therapist and possibly new or additional drugs. But those are now tricky to figure out with the new blood pressure meds and if they are recommended for people with a history of strokes. And I'm sure peri-menopause isn't helping.
And this JUST HAPPENS to be the quote in the corner ...
Mal: We're still flying. Simon: That's not much. Mal: It's enough.'Serenity'