I hate insurance.

I also hate hurricanes. Michael is headed town where Matthew and I are on vacation. It will be a Cat 1 or 2 or 3 or just a tropical storm. And should hit Wednesday.

Matthew and I will go to Dad's. He is at the beach now and will go back today and tomorrow Matthew and I will go to dad's. Giving us at least 1 night alone on our vacation.

We don't have to be back until Sunday so we are staying in Tallahassee hoping that it won't be too bad and we can have a st least one more day at the beach.

Good luck, meara.

Lot of work stress today and I missed a text from my wife and now she's super mad and texting me about how I don't care about her and not to bother denying it. I thought I was starting to do better, but then I'm stupid and make a mistake and everything is lost. I'm so stressed down that I'm feeling physically sick. I just wish I could make it all stop.

That really doesn't sound like you being stupid and making a mistake, Gud. I'm sorry you are being made to feel that way.

Sorry, askye. I hope things work out.

Your wife is wrong, Gud.

Your wife is entirely wrong.

She won't change. She will always find fault with you because she is abusive .

Timelies all!

Gary and I have today off from work, but the nursery school/daycare is open, so we have a rare day at home alone.

Nice, Sheryl. Enjoy!

My bellydance teacher just sent out an email saying she is taking a break from dancing and the three of us remaining in the troupe should collectively figure out choreography and costumes and whatever for a while. I do not have a good feeling about this. I mean, it's probably a good thing for her to take a break, she has a broken bone in her foot and has been making noises about retiring for the past year, but I know none of us want to do choreography. Bah.

Your wife is entirely wrong.

She won't change. She will always find fault with you because she is abusive .

Truth.

I'm sorry, -t. I hope you find someone to take her place.

She also told me that the I did the cruelest thing that's ever been done to her, which makes me feel terrible. I'm not even sure what that is and that makes me feel like the worst person ever. I can't help but wonder if she's right and I'm really just that horrible of a person. Maybe I hide it when I online or something. Terrible as I'm feeling, I have to somehow keep my wits because I'd still under a lot of pressure from work. I can't stand how I am right now and there's no way out.

She also told me that the I did the cruelest thing that's ever been done to her

She is abusive and manipulative. She is abusing YOU. I hope she's not also abusing your children.

I can't help but wonder if she's right and I'm really just that horrible of a person.

Is it easier for you to believe that than it is to believe that you're married to an abuser? I can understand how it could be easier to believe that the fault lies with you, but I desperately wish we could make you comprehend and really believe that you are married to an abuser.