Today wS supposed to be chill. No meetings. No plans. But I woke up with a headache and the dog wouldn't let me sleep and is being EXTRA barky and work has multiple actual emergencies...ugh
Spike's Bitches 49: As usual, I'm here to help you, and I... are you naked under there?
Spike-centric discussion. Lusty, lewd (only occasionally crude), risqué (and frisqué), bawdy (Oh, lawdy!), flirty ('cuz we're purty), raunchy talk inside. Caveat lector.
some of the stuff I was experiencing either has gone away or isn't as bad. My skin is starting to break out..which I guess happens as well.
I'm going to chalk up the low level anxiety I have many mornings to peri menopause. It's this low level.. "I'm going to get fired/get in a lot of trouble" dread of course it also could just be 2020.
..sometimes I have this random thought of "well maybe this is the End times and all of that is right" which doesn't make me feel any better
I'm going to chalk up the low level anxiety I have many mornings to peri menopause.
I read an NPR article about that earlier this year: [link]
too much peri, not enough pause, I say.
Well now my period showed up-- really early or really late depending on how you look at it. cramps suck.
also I've been feeling - is it perimenopuase.. is it just my regular depression/anxiety --is it from covid? or the fires ? or Trump.. I guess the feeling of impending doom is a toss up.
And then last night my cat betrayed me and slept next to M and not me. which isn't related to perimenopuase but I feel more relaxed with my Penny kitty cuddles and I had none last night.
And another betrayal..., sorry to turn this into period/perimenopause talk but..I have never dealt wtih a super heavy flow before and ..well..the floodgates have opened. I had to run to Walgreens because I was almost out of stuff, I bought a variety of levels of flow but I should have bought more of the heavy ones.
Heavy flow thinx are the bomb. If you want a coupon hit me up.
That would be great Trudy. Thanks
Sigh. Puppy woke me up from this lovely dream that I don't remember much of but it was like a movie or a romance novel. There were three sisters and they all fell in love but the part I remember was the eldest who secretly fell for a prince, but he was like, skinny and bespectacled and nerdy and wasn't normally a huge catch but they were in love and she introduced him to her sisters in this like, secret library/study filled with books and I woke up and was like "how come nobody looks at me like that with so much love in their eyes?" Brain.
What a twist on Beauty and the Beast: he's undesirable, but oh that library!