I'd rather stay home and watch television. It's often funnier than killing stuff.

Anya ,'Dirty Girls'


Spike's Bitches 49: As usual, I'm here to help you, and I... are you naked under there?

Spike-centric discussion. Lusty, lewd (only occasionally crude), risqué (and frisqué), bawdy (Oh, lawdy!), flirty ('cuz we're purty), raunchy talk inside. Caveat lector.


Connie Neil - Dec 08, 2017 5:04:00 pm PST #2800 of 8216
brillig

I'm good with Germany. I like Angela Merkel.


-t - Dec 08, 2017 7:17:26 pm PST #2801 of 8216
I am a woman of various inclinations and only some of the time are they to burn everything down in frustration

I love boat parades. Would not mind Germany, I think.


meara - Dec 08, 2017 8:57:52 pm PST #2802 of 8216

Germany could be cool. If we buy the town, do we get citizenship?


Zenkitty - Dec 09, 2017 1:02:16 am PST #2803 of 8216
Every now and then, I think I might actually be a little odd.

meara, you'd think so, right?


askye - Dec 10, 2017 7:40:26 am PST #2804 of 8216
Thrive to spite them

I spent 2 nights in town. Going to wotk tonight frim 4 to 10. The road was fine excpet for one curved hill part. But I'll try it.

Mom is snowed in because her car is at the house. I have to park at the road and walk ip. We need groceries. I'll worry about that tomorrow after therapy.


askye - Dec 10, 2017 12:14:41 pm PST #2805 of 8216
Thrive to spite them

I got home. Worried ahout icy patch mostlt because if it being worse tonight. Attempted to go to work but my car is stuck where i parked it. So i had to call out.

I've acted nervous and anxious this week and obsessed with this meaning I wont be kwpt on after Xmas which is making things worse. I like this job. I want to do well at it. I just nees my brain to shut up.


WindSparrow - Dec 10, 2017 2:01:03 pm PST #2806 of 8216
Love is stronger than death and harder than sorrow. Those who practice it are fierce like the light of stars traveling eons to pierce the night.

Job stress is tough, askye.


askye - Dec 10, 2017 8:17:21 pm PST #2807 of 8216
Thrive to spite them

Thanks.

It's not just the actual job but my anxiety weasel brain has me convinced if this fails it means I'll fail at every job.

And it feels like harder to pretend I'm neurotypical all day at work so I'm hyper aware of certain deficits I have which makes me self conscious and that makes it feel bigger than it probably is. So then I overthink things.


WindSparrow - Dec 11, 2017 8:26:38 am PST #2808 of 8216
Love is stronger than death and harder than sorrow. Those who practice it are fierce like the light of stars traveling eons to pierce the night.

I can see how that can happen. Work stress is hard, and then the brain weasels turn hard into galactic calamity.


askye - Dec 11, 2017 9:14:03 am PST #2809 of 8216
Thrive to spite them

I made it to therapy but getting my car out was difficult. The front tires are bad and one is worse than I realized. My therapist wanted to see me again this week but I told him trying to get there would add to my stress so I may do a Skype sessions later this week.

Then I went to the tire shop in town and I'm getting new tires tomorrow. I still need to make an appointment with the Dr about peri menopause.