I love boat parades. Would not mind Germany, I think.
Anya ,'Showtime'
Spike's Bitches 49: As usual, I'm here to help you, and I... are you naked under there?
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Germany could be cool. If we buy the town, do we get citizenship?
meara, you'd think so, right?
I spent 2 nights in town. Going to wotk tonight frim 4 to 10. The road was fine excpet for one curved hill part. But I'll try it.
Mom is snowed in because her car is at the house. I have to park at the road and walk ip. We need groceries. I'll worry about that tomorrow after therapy.
I got home. Worried ahout icy patch mostlt because if it being worse tonight. Attempted to go to work but my car is stuck where i parked it. So i had to call out.
I've acted nervous and anxious this week and obsessed with this meaning I wont be kwpt on after Xmas which is making things worse. I like this job. I want to do well at it. I just nees my brain to shut up.
Job stress is tough, askye.
Thanks.
It's not just the actual job but my anxiety weasel brain has me convinced if this fails it means I'll fail at every job.
And it feels like harder to pretend I'm neurotypical all day at work so I'm hyper aware of certain deficits I have which makes me self conscious and that makes it feel bigger than it probably is. So then I overthink things.
I can see how that can happen. Work stress is hard, and then the brain weasels turn hard into galactic calamity.
I made it to therapy but getting my car out was difficult. The front tires are bad and one is worse than I realized. My therapist wanted to see me again this week but I told him trying to get there would add to my stress so I may do a Skype sessions later this week.
Then I went to the tire shop in town and I'm getting new tires tomorrow. I still need to make an appointment with the Dr about peri menopause.
I'm sick of finals. Still grading (though almost done), still need to deal with emails from a whole bunch of students who don't like their grades. I get so stressed out with having to make all these decisions for everybody.