meara, you'd think so, right?
We're proud to say that the Class of '99 has the lowest mortality rate of any graduating class in Sunnydale history.
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Spike's Bitches 49: As usual, I'm here to help you, and I... are you naked under there?
Spike-centric discussion. Lusty, lewd (only occasionally crude), risqué (and frisqué), bawdy (Oh, lawdy!), flirty ('cuz we're purty), raunchy talk inside. Caveat lector.
Zenkitty - Dec 09, 2017 1:02:16 am PST #2803 of 8216
Every now and then, I think I might actually be a little odd.
askye - Dec 10, 2017 7:40:26 am PST #2804 of 8216
Thrive to spite them
I spent 2 nights in town. Going to wotk tonight frim 4 to 10. The road was fine excpet for one curved hill part. But I'll try it.
Mom is snowed in because her car is at the house. I have to park at the road and walk ip. We need groceries. I'll worry about that tomorrow after therapy.
askye - Dec 10, 2017 12:14:41 pm PST #2805 of 8216
Thrive to spite them
I got home. Worried ahout icy patch mostlt because if it being worse tonight. Attempted to go to work but my car is stuck where i parked it. So i had to call out.
I've acted nervous and anxious this week and obsessed with this meaning I wont be kwpt on after Xmas which is making things worse. I like this job. I want to do well at it. I just nees my brain to shut up.
WindSparrow - Dec 10, 2017 2:01:03 pm PST #2806 of 8216
Love is stronger than death and harder than sorrow. Those who practice it are fierce like the light of stars traveling eons to pierce the night.
Job stress is tough, askye.
askye - Dec 10, 2017 8:17:21 pm PST #2807 of 8216
Thrive to spite them
Thanks.
It's not just the actual job but my anxiety weasel brain has me convinced if this fails it means I'll fail at every job.
And it feels like harder to pretend I'm neurotypical all day at work so I'm hyper aware of certain deficits I have which makes me self conscious and that makes it feel bigger than it probably is. So then I overthink things.
WindSparrow - Dec 11, 2017 8:26:38 am PST #2808 of 8216
Love is stronger than death and harder than sorrow. Those who practice it are fierce like the light of stars traveling eons to pierce the night.
I can see how that can happen. Work stress is hard, and then the brain weasels turn hard into galactic calamity.
askye - Dec 11, 2017 9:14:03 am PST #2809 of 8216
Thrive to spite them
I made it to therapy but getting my car out was difficult. The front tires are bad and one is worse than I realized. My therapist wanted to see me again this week but I told him trying to get there would add to my stress so I may do a Skype sessions later this week.
Then I went to the tire shop in town and I'm getting new tires tomorrow. I still need to make an appointment with the Dr about peri menopause.
Hil R. - Dec 11, 2017 2:22:20 pm PST #2810 of 8216
Sometimes I think I might just move up to Vermont, open a bookstore or a vegan restaurant. Adam Schlesinger, z''l
I'm sick of finals. Still grading (though almost done), still need to deal with emails from a whole bunch of students who don't like their grades. I get so stressed out with having to make all these decisions for everybody.
Hil R. - Dec 11, 2017 3:42:46 pm PST #2811 of 8216
Sometimes I think I might just move up to Vermont, open a bookstore or a vegan restaurant. Adam Schlesinger, z''l
I need my wrist brace, and I can't find it, and I'm having a panic attack from not being able to find it.
I hate finals week.
I know I wore the wrist brace when I went out. And then I came back home. And I had to have taken it off before I got changed into pajamas, because I can't get changed with the brace on. So there are a limited number of places that it could be. And I can't find it in any of those places.
Steph L. - Dec 11, 2017 4:27:39 pm PST #2812 of 8216
I look more rad than Lutheranism
Did it maybe fall into something like your purse or another bag?