Does anybody else miss the Mayor? 'I just want to be a big snake.'

Xander ,'End of Days'


Spike's Bitches 46: Don't I get a cookie?  

[NAFDA] Spike-centric discussion. Lusty, lewd (only occasionally crude), risqué (and frisqué), bawdy (Oh, lawdy!), flirty ('cuz we're purty), raunchy talk inside. Caveat lector.


Laga - Sep 08, 2010 12:26:01 pm PDT #1782 of 30000
You should know I'm a big deal in the Resistance.

{{{ND}}}


smonster - Sep 08, 2010 12:28:40 pm PDT #1783 of 30000
We won’t stop until everyone is gay.

Spidra, best of luck finding a therapist. I hope you don't feel invisible here! I see you! ::kermit waves::

ND, I hope they get to you soon.


Connie Neil - Sep 08, 2010 12:29:32 pm PDT #1784 of 30000
brillig

Hubby was in for an outpatient procedure once, and the nurse came in to ask if we minded if the doctor took a nap before he got to him. We were more than happy to opt for the well-rested doctor.


Kate P. - Sep 08, 2010 12:30:48 pm PDT #1785 of 30000
That's the pain / That cuts a straight line down through the heart / We call it love

Oh, Spidra. I don't know if you are a fan of bracket hugs, but if you want them, they're yours. I've been reading all your posts about your tough situation, and though I don't always know what to say, I'm definitely listening and sympathizing. I'm sorry you're going through such a rough patch right now. I hope it turns out to be shorter than you fear.


NoiseDesign - Sep 08, 2010 12:31:47 pm PDT #1786 of 30000
Our wings are not tired

Belive me I don't begrudge any emergency bumping me. The night I came into the ER with this I WAS that emergency.


Spidra Webster - Sep 08, 2010 12:32:46 pm PDT #1787 of 30000
I wish I could just go somewhere to get flensed but none of the whaling ships near me take Medicare.

I do feel a bit blinvisible here, smonster, but that makes it all the sweeter to see your reply!

I wish I were holding it together better. With my mom's mom's death it's a terrible time for me to be needy. OTOH, this is the culmination of at least a couple years of housing/income limbo and not being able to do what I want in my life because I've been tied up either with the disability issues or the 1/3 partner in a house issues. So I've been holding it together for a very long time now and it's kinda inevitable it would fray at some point.

That's a good point, Connie.


Kate P. - Sep 08, 2010 12:38:48 pm PDT #1788 of 30000
That's the pain / That cuts a straight line down through the heart / We call it love

Sounds like a therapist is a great idea, Spidra. You have every right to be needy and to want someone to talk to, and I'm sorry your living situation makes that especially hard right now.


Spidra Webster - Sep 08, 2010 12:47:58 pm PDT #1789 of 30000
I wish I could just go somewhere to get flensed but none of the whaling ships near me take Medicare.

In the meantime, I gave my mom a gift certificate for massage 3 years ago (she has fibromyalgia and massage would be great for her). Due to her Catholic and other issues, she hasn't used it. So I'mma make an appt with that sucker. So at least if she catalyzed today's suckiness, she can help make it better. Even though she won't know that.


brenda m - Sep 08, 2010 12:58:47 pm PDT #1790 of 30000
If you're going through hell/keep on going/don't slow down/keep your fear from showing/you might be gone/'fore the devil even knows you're there

Nice, Spidra. It all comes around...


Connie Neil - Sep 08, 2010 1:12:01 pm PDT #1791 of 30000
brillig

Oooh, a massage . . .