Sounds like a therapist is a great idea, Spidra. You have every right to be needy and to want someone to talk to, and I'm sorry your living situation makes that especially hard right now.
You like ships. You don't seem to be looking at the destinations. What you care about is the ships, and mine's the nicest.
Kaylee ,'Serenity'
Spike's Bitches 46: Don't I get a cookie?
[NAFDA] Spike-centric discussion. Lusty, lewd (only occasionally crude), risqué (and frisqué), bawdy (Oh, lawdy!), flirty ('cuz we're purty), raunchy talk inside. Caveat lector.
Kate P. - Sep 08, 2010 12:38:48 pm PDT #1788 of 30000
That's the pain / That cuts a straight line down through the heart / We call it love
Spidra Webster - Sep 08, 2010 12:47:58 pm PDT #1789 of 30000
I wish I could just go somewhere to get flensed but none of the whaling ships near me take Medicare.
In the meantime, I gave my mom a gift certificate for massage 3 years ago (she has fibromyalgia and massage would be great for her). Due to her Catholic and other issues, she hasn't used it. So I'mma make an appt with that sucker. So at least if she catalyzed today's suckiness, she can help make it better. Even though she won't know that.
brenda m - Sep 08, 2010 12:58:47 pm PDT #1790 of 30000
If you're going through hell/keep on going/don't slow down/keep your fear from showing/you might be gone/'fore the devil even knows you're there
Nice, Spidra. It all comes around...
Connie Neil - Sep 08, 2010 1:12:01 pm PDT #1791 of 30000
brillig
Oooh, a massage . . .
Strix - Sep 08, 2010 1:16:56 pm PDT #1792 of 30000
A dress should be tight enough to show you're a woman but loose enough to flee from zombies. — Ginger
Did she ever sit on a knife that stuck out of her ass cheek?
Dammit, Hec, I resemble that remark. I will never live that down, not in my family, nor, apparently, on the intertubes.
Sean, Spidra, I have been there, done that with the depresso tunnel-of-doom (and probably will again.) I have to say, it keeps happening, but at least it gets shorter.
Here is my mantra, from the crankiest depresso bitch in the world:
Razors pain you;
Rivers are damp;
Acids stain you;
And drugs cause cramp.
Guns aren't lawful;
Nooses give;
Gas smells awful;
You might as well live.
Dotty Parker
DCJensen - Sep 08, 2010 1:43:42 pm PDT #1793 of 30000
All is well that ends in pizza.
I'm back home from the doctor.
So I am renting-to-own through my insurance company a Respironics® BiPAP® AVAPS® Noninvasive Ventilator. With added humdifier base. Final cost, before my insurance company will be about $7000. After insurance? Who can tell right now? We'll see.
Apparently it's a CPAP on steroids. It has a memory card and everything.
DCJensen - Sep 08, 2010 1:44:49 pm PDT #1794 of 30000
All is well that ends in pizza.
Oh, and a 10 inch wedge for my bed.
Connie Neil - Sep 08, 2010 2:08:24 pm PDT #1795 of 30000
brillig
Yeah, C/BPAPs ain't cheap. And be careful of your mask, because they can be pricy to replace if your insurance doesn't have a deal for one free mask a year.
sj - Sep 08, 2010 2:25:42 pm PDT #1796 of 30000
"There are few hours in life more agreeable than the hour dedicated to the ceremony known as afternoon tea."
Spidra, I see you, but I have been bad about responding to people lately.
billytea - Sep 08, 2010 2:31:06 pm PDT #1797 of 30000
You were a wrong baby who grew up wrong. The wrong kind of wrong. It's better you hear it from a friend.
I bet the Germans have emoticons for those feelings.
Yeah, but they'd just be three or four separate emoticons joined together.
I find my reaction to almost everything is covered by @@.
I've found that applies to emus too.