The hard part's over (I hope), smonster. I do think it might be a good idea to not read the emails for your radio silence period. It's for you as well as him. Just put some emotional space in there.
As Willow goes, so goes my nation.
Oz ,'Selfless'
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DavidS - Dec 04, 2009 5:42:34 pm PST #2419 of 30000
"Look, son, if it's good enough for Shirley Bassey, it's good enough for you."
askye - Dec 04, 2009 5:48:25 pm PST #2420 of 30000
Thrive to spite them
(((smonster)))
I know it's hard but it's the right thing.
DavidS - Dec 04, 2009 5:49:34 pm PST #2421 of 30000
"Look, son, if it's good enough for Shirley Bassey, it's good enough for you."
And for what it's worth, smonster, I don't feel judgmental at all. Just concern for you. I'm sorry you have to go through such an emotionally wrenching experience.
askye - Dec 04, 2009 5:56:01 pm PST #2422 of 30000
Thrive to spite them
So, I got a call from the doctor's office at lunch.
The CT Scan was normal. The nurse was confused when I did not sound happy about this -- I told her I'm still having pain!!! And then was confused when I wanted to make a follow up appointment with the doctor.
So I'll see him on 11:15 am Tuesday. I'm going to write up everything and talk to him about what's going on and what my options are. Because of my history with kidney/bladder problems I really think it's related to that.
WindSparrow - Dec 04, 2009 6:09:45 pm PST #2423 of 30000
Love is stronger than death and harder than sorrow. Those who practice it are fierce like the light of stars traveling eons to pierce the night.
{{{{{smonster}}}}}
{{{{{askye}}}}}
amych - Dec 04, 2009 6:16:20 pm PST #2424 of 30000
Now let us crush something soft and watch it fountain blood. That is a girlish thing to want to do, yes?
smonster, baby, I'm coming in a little late, but I wouldn't judge you in a million years -- I'm just glad you've got amyth and Calli and all the remote love of the Buffistae coming at you.
askye, I'm wishing *very* hard for you to have some kind of an answer, and soon!
Strix - Dec 04, 2009 6:17:41 pm PST #2425 of 30000
A dress should be tight enough to show you're a woman but loose enough to flee from zombies. — Ginger
Ugh, find-out-soon-ma to you, askye.
Smonster, I am sorry. Wine and friends. Wine and friends.
Trudy Booth - Dec 04, 2009 6:18:32 pm PST #2426 of 30000
Greece's financial crisis threatens to take down all of Western civilization - a civilization they themselves founded. A rather tragic irony - which is something they also invented. - Jon Stewart
smonster, baby, I'm coming in a little late, but I wouldn't judge you in a million years
For the record, I would judge you if it meant I GOT TO BITE YOU MORE!!!!!
Smonster was naughty? Judge judge judge! Om nom nom!
amych - Dec 04, 2009 6:24:35 pm PST #2427 of 30000
Now let us crush something soft and watch it fountain blood. That is a girlish thing to want to do, yes?
Hmm, Trudy has a point.
NOM.
Zenkitty - Dec 04, 2009 6:30:19 pm PST #2428 of 30000
Every now and then, I think I might actually be a little odd.
smonster, I'm sorry the thing didn't go the way you hoped it would. But good for you, getting it done anyhow. Try not to read his emails! And, damn, if the man won't drive across town to a woman's house to try and win her back, he doesn't deserve her.
Also, nom.