Well, it's just good to know that when the chips are down and things look grim you'll feed off the girl who loves you to save your own ass!

Xander ,'Chosen'


Cable Drama: Still Waiting for the Cable Guy to Show Up with the Thread Name...

To be determined... (but it's definitely [NAFDA])


-t - Aug 27, 2012 7:01:45 pm PDT #10170 of 11998
I am a woman of various inclinations and only some of the time are they to burn everything down in frustration

Yeah, I'd agree with that.

But there were also lines that he knew and we knew he was crossing, all along and he just kept crossing them. I mean, killing Jane certainly seemed like a moral Rubicon.

Can he go back now? Be redeemed? I guess it's possible but it would be enormously difficult and, well, first he'd have to want to.


§ ita § - Aug 27, 2012 7:05:18 pm PDT #10171 of 11998
Well not canonically, no, but this is transformative fiction.

Would Jesse's GF dying be the earliest clear manipulative/abusive thing he did to him?

I think he might not have gotten into crime without the cancer, but I think he'd have morphed into a lighter, more law-abiding massive asshole in the face of some smaller drama--maybe if his wife had cheated on him for some other reason than the chain that put her where she reached (although I am pretty sure we'd see a more sympathetic version of her without Walt's crime revelation--she wasn't perfect, but she wouldn't be this), he'd have been scary and dangerous in his reaction--and possibly worse, he'd be paying attention to her, instead of basically neglecting her like he has been this whole time--I don't think you want that unbalance pointed in your direction.


§ ita § - Aug 27, 2012 7:06:40 pm PDT #10172 of 11998
Well not canonically, no, but this is transformative fiction.

Wait--he didn't kill Jane, did he? I mean, he's not legally liable for her death, right? Without good samaritan laws in place, he's just (just) a monster.


Stephanie - Aug 27, 2012 7:06:56 pm PDT #10173 of 11998
Trust my rage

To me, the line was crossed when his cancer was cured but he didn't stop. S3 was the weakest in my opinion and I forget some of the details of that time. But he could have left after Holly was born and chose not to.


Stephanie - Aug 27, 2012 7:08:01 pm PDT #10174 of 11998
Trust my rage

Jane was aspirating and he left her. Totally not legally responsible. (morally is a different story)


§ ita § - Aug 27, 2012 7:10:45 pm PDT #10175 of 11998
Well not canonically, no, but this is transformative fiction.

But I think that he let her die. He didn't kill her.


Liese S. - Aug 27, 2012 7:10:49 pm PDT #10176 of 11998
"Faded like the lilac, he thought."

I haven't watched the whole thing. I missed a lot of the early stuff because it was too close to home for me.

But I think he's redeemable, but I don't think he will be. I don't think he wants to be. I don't think he could be happy redeemed.

I think the cancer cut loose some fundamental filters that most people operate under. Which could have been a good thing. But I think once he'd discarded that, he has slowly progressed to this point where he's living as he chooses, and I can't see him cleaning up and being content, even if it was possible.


Stephanie - Aug 27, 2012 7:15:32 pm PDT #10177 of 11998
Trust my rage

ita, not sure if that was to me but I am agreeing with you.

I don't want to see him redeemed. Jesse maybe. Or yes, I suppose. I normally love a redemption story, but it has to feel earned.

I'd be curious to map out Walt 's contact with death and see how he has escalated to killing Mike. He started out killing drug dealers in self defense. It seems to me that he has become slowly desensitized to it.


§ ita § - Aug 27, 2012 7:20:11 pm PDT #10178 of 11998
Well not canonically, no, but this is transformative fiction.

I'm only disagreeing with -t's use of the word "kill".

I think there's a point where the killing became "proactive" self defence, and that was another quantum leap for him. When it's not people trying to kill you right now or currently executing a contract on you...I think the law views you differently at this point too, right?


-t - Aug 27, 2012 7:28:27 pm PDT #10179 of 11998
I am a woman of various inclinations and only some of the time are they to burn everything down in frustration

I thought about it a lot when it happened and decided that, in my mind, he killed her, but I can't remember my reasoning. That if he hadn't been there she wouldn't have been on her back or something, but I forget the details of exactly what happened.

I did not have that "Oh, no, now you've done it" reaction to him killing Mike. I do think that the realization he had that he could have gotten the names from Lydia will be problematic for his rationalizations.