Oh, Cass, I'm so sorry to hear that.
Captain was looking for a pilot. I found a husband. Seemed to work out.
Zoe ,'Bushwhacked'
Spike's Bitches 28: For the Safety of Puppies...and Christmas!
[NAFDA] Spike-centric discussion. Lusty, lewd (only occasionally crude), risque (and frisque), bawdy (Oh, lawdy!), flirty ('cuz we're purty), raunchy talk inside. Caveat lector.
brenda m - Dec 29, 2005 4:44:22 pm PST #2201 of 10001
If you're going through hell/keep on going/don't slow down/keep your fear from showing/you might be gone/'fore the devil even knows you're there
amych - Dec 29, 2005 4:44:56 pm PST #2202 of 10001
Now let us crush something soft and watch it fountain blood. That is a girlish thing to want to do, yes?
Eesh, Cass. It's been so quick. I'm so very sorry.
Cass - Dec 29, 2005 4:48:07 pm PST #2203 of 10001
Bob's learned to live with tragedy, but he knows that this tragedy is one that won't ever leave him or get better.
Am I terrible for hoping that it keeps going even quicker now?
I am going up tomorrow to sit through the night with her so stepmom (I call her mom but I figured I should be clearer here) can get some sleep.
She's hallucinating. The bone pain, even with all of the meds, is excrutiating. The pain meds are taking away her mind... It's just circular.
And she had a good life. I don't want to seem horrible but I just want her to have a good death too now.
amych - Dec 29, 2005 4:50:15 pm PST #2204 of 10001
Now let us crush something soft and watch it fountain blood. That is a girlish thing to want to do, yes?
Not terrible at all.
brenda m - Dec 29, 2005 4:51:44 pm PST #2205 of 10001
If you're going through hell/keep on going/don't slow down/keep your fear from showing/you might be gone/'fore the devil even knows you're there
I don't want to seem horrible but I just want her to have a good death too now.
Not even a little bit. Swift and as comfortable as possible is a mercy now.
Gudanov - Dec 29, 2005 4:52:26 pm PST #2206 of 10001
Coding and Sleeping
I don't want to seem horrible but I just want her to have a good death too now.
That's not horrible, that's merciful.
Spidra Webster - Dec 29, 2005 4:52:38 pm PST #2207 of 10001
I wish I could just go somewhere to get flensed but none of the whaling ships near me take Medicare.
Cass, that's not terrible. That's compassionate, given the circumstances. I hope that if it's your grandmother's time to go that she goes as painlessly as possible.
Cass - Dec 29, 2005 4:53:49 pm PST #2208 of 10001
Bob's learned to live with tragedy, but he knows that this tragedy is one that won't ever leave him or get better.
Thank you.
I mean, I think I know that. And I believe it but, right now, it just feels so hard.
juliana - Dec 29, 2005 4:54:20 pm PST #2209 of 10001
I’d be lying if I didn’t say that I miss them all tonight…
{{{{Cass}}}}
JZ - Dec 29, 2005 4:55:42 pm PST #2210 of 10001
See? I gave everybody here an opportunity to tell me what a bad person I am and nobody did, because I fuckin' rule.
What everyone else said. Merciful. I'm so sorry, for all of you.
I am going up tomorrow to sit through the night with her so stepmom (I call her mom but I figured I should be clearer here) can get some sleep.
You're a good, good soul.