It IS hard. I've been where you are. It's never easy to reconcile wishing for death. In the long run, I think ends up feeling healthy. In the short run, it really feels awful.
Willow: Were there dolphins? Tara: Yes. Many dolphins at the pound. Willow: Was there a camel? Tara: There was the front of a camel. A half-camel.
'Selfless'
Spike's Bitches 28: For the Safety of Puppies...and Christmas!
[NAFDA] Spike-centric discussion. Lusty, lewd (only occasionally crude), risque (and frisque), bawdy (Oh, lawdy!), flirty ('cuz we're purty), raunchy talk inside. Caveat lector.
sarameg - Dec 29, 2005 4:57:47 pm PST #2211 of 10001
Anne W. - Dec 29, 2005 5:08:28 pm PST #2212 of 10001
The lost sheep grow teeth, forsake their lambs, and lie with the lions.
{{{Cass}}}
Cass - Dec 29, 2005 5:10:19 pm PST #2213 of 10001
Bob's learned to live with tragedy, but he knows that this tragedy is one that won't ever leave him or get better.
It really does feel awful right now, even being moral (in my eyes) and kind. I want to try and do right by her. So tonight I cry my eyes out and tomorrow I go take care of my family.
SuziQ - Dec 29, 2005 5:16:22 pm PST #2214 of 10001
Back tattoos of the mother is that you are absolutely right - Ame
{{{cass}}}
We heard from my assistant. Her doc has confirmed that she does indeed have cancer of the uterus that has spread in the abdominal cavity. She doesn't know the stage or extent yet (and I'm cancer-clueless). She doesn't see the oncologist until next Tuesday.
She is in her late 50's/early 60's, I think. She took 7 months to come back from carpal tunnel surgery on both wrists. I'm thinking that even a best case scenario doesn't look too good here....but, as I said, I'm cancer-clueless.
Lilty Cash - Dec 29, 2005 5:16:25 pm PST #2215 of 10001
"You see? THAT's what they want. Love, and a bit with a dog."
(((Cass)))
Cashmere - Dec 29, 2005 5:24:50 pm PST #2216 of 10001
Now tagless for your comfort.
{{{Cass}}} You're not terrible. My uncle held on for 10 days n palliative care and I thought that was too long. Once the cancer is causing that much pain, it just hurts to see someone suffer like that. My thoughts are with your family.
We heard from my assistant. Her doc has confirmed that she does indeed have cancer of the uterus that has spread in the abdominal cavity
That's scary, considering the number of vital organs that reside in that cavity. *sigh* -ma for your assistant, MG.
Almare - Dec 29, 2005 5:37:35 pm PST #2217 of 10001
"My drink preference does not indicate my sexual preference. "
{{{{Cass}}}}
Anyways, back from the nonstop jogging from hell the brisk walk, Daisy is no longer doing the whine thing. She is back in her usual mood, of barking at all the cars that go past. At least, she is happy and not stealing panties.
Fred Pete - Dec 29, 2005 5:42:05 pm PST #2218 of 10001
Ann, that's a ferret.
((((Cass))))
DCJensen - Dec 29, 2005 5:43:25 pm PST #2219 of 10001
All is well that ends in pizza.
Cass - Dec 29, 2005 5:50:23 pm PST #2220 of 10001
Bob's learned to live with tragedy, but he knows that this tragedy is one that won't ever leave him or get better.
Just realized my dad flew up to Sacramento today (he had to pick up a car and this trip usually takes two to three days) and so I called mom (stepmom) to see if I could come up tonight also.
Dad is about two hours from home. He flew up and is driving straight back down. I just talked with him. You know, people who are just very good and very lucky get to find love like they have. Good dad.
She doesn't know the stage or extent yet (and I'm cancer-clueless). She doesn't see the oncologist until next Tuesday.These specifics are very important. My thoughts will be with her, and you MG, while she is waiting for these answers.
Daisy steals panties? Amusing dog.
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I am thinking that going and picking up some taquitos and then some beer are in order. I have no food here and I could use a drink.
Then I can just eat, cry my eyes out, get some sleep and tomorrow I can take care of people.