Thank you.
I mean, I think I know that. And I believe it but, right now, it just feels so hard.
Oh, at first it was confusing. Just the idea of computers was like — whoa! I'm eleven hundred years old! I had trouble adjusting to the idea of Lutherans.
Anya ,'Get It Done'
Spike's Bitches 28: For the Safety of Puppies...and Christmas!
[NAFDA] Spike-centric discussion. Lusty, lewd (only occasionally crude), risque (and frisque), bawdy (Oh, lawdy!), flirty ('cuz we're purty), raunchy talk inside. Caveat lector.
Cass - Dec 29, 2005 4:53:49 pm PST #2208 of 10001
Bob's learned to live with tragedy, but he knows that this tragedy is one that won't ever leave him or get better.
juliana - Dec 29, 2005 4:54:20 pm PST #2209 of 10001
I’d be lying if I didn’t say that I miss them all tonight…
{{{{Cass}}}}
JZ - Dec 29, 2005 4:55:42 pm PST #2210 of 10001
See? I gave everybody here an opportunity to tell me what a bad person I am and nobody did, because I fuckin' rule.
What everyone else said. Merciful. I'm so sorry, for all of you.
I am going up tomorrow to sit through the night with her so stepmom (I call her mom but I figured I should be clearer here) can get some sleep.
You're a good, good soul.
sarameg - Dec 29, 2005 4:57:47 pm PST #2211 of 10001
It IS hard. I've been where you are. It's never easy to reconcile wishing for death. In the long run, I think ends up feeling healthy. In the short run, it really feels awful.
Anne W. - Dec 29, 2005 5:08:28 pm PST #2212 of 10001
The lost sheep grow teeth, forsake their lambs, and lie with the lions.
{{{Cass}}}
Cass - Dec 29, 2005 5:10:19 pm PST #2213 of 10001
Bob's learned to live with tragedy, but he knows that this tragedy is one that won't ever leave him or get better.
It really does feel awful right now, even being moral (in my eyes) and kind. I want to try and do right by her. So tonight I cry my eyes out and tomorrow I go take care of my family.
SuziQ - Dec 29, 2005 5:16:22 pm PST #2214 of 10001
Back tattoos of the mother is that you are absolutely right - Ame
{{{cass}}}
We heard from my assistant. Her doc has confirmed that she does indeed have cancer of the uterus that has spread in the abdominal cavity. She doesn't know the stage or extent yet (and I'm cancer-clueless). She doesn't see the oncologist until next Tuesday.
She is in her late 50's/early 60's, I think. She took 7 months to come back from carpal tunnel surgery on both wrists. I'm thinking that even a best case scenario doesn't look too good here....but, as I said, I'm cancer-clueless.
Lilty Cash - Dec 29, 2005 5:16:25 pm PST #2215 of 10001
"You see? THAT's what they want. Love, and a bit with a dog."
(((Cass)))
Cashmere - Dec 29, 2005 5:24:50 pm PST #2216 of 10001
Now tagless for your comfort.
{{{Cass}}} You're not terrible. My uncle held on for 10 days n palliative care and I thought that was too long. Once the cancer is causing that much pain, it just hurts to see someone suffer like that. My thoughts are with your family.
We heard from my assistant. Her doc has confirmed that she does indeed have cancer of the uterus that has spread in the abdominal cavity
That's scary, considering the number of vital organs that reside in that cavity. *sigh* -ma for your assistant, MG.
Almare - Dec 29, 2005 5:37:35 pm PST #2217 of 10001
"My drink preference does not indicate my sexual preference. "
{{{{Cass}}}}
Anyways, back from the nonstop jogging from hell the brisk walk, Daisy is no longer doing the whine thing. She is back in her usual mood, of barking at all the cars that go past. At least, she is happy and not stealing panties.