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Spike's Bitches 28: For the Safety of Puppies...and Christmas!

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Cass - Dec 29, 2005 4:48:07 pm PST #2203 of 10001

Bob's learned to live with tragedy, but he knows that this tragedy is one that won't ever leave him or get better.

Am I terrible for hoping that it keeps going even quicker now?

I am going up tomorrow to sit through the night with her so stepmom (I call her mom but I figured I should be clearer here) can get some sleep.

She's hallucinating. The bone pain, even with all of the meds, is excrutiating. The pain meds are taking away her mind... It's just circular.

And she had a good life. I don't want to seem horrible but I just want her to have a good death too now.

amych - Dec 29, 2005 4:50:15 pm PST #2204 of 10001

Now let us crush something soft and watch it fountain blood. That is a girlish thing to want to do, yes?

Not terrible at all.

brenda m - Dec 29, 2005 4:51:44 pm PST #2205 of 10001

If you're going through hell/keep on going/don't slow down/keep your fear from showing/you might be gone/'fore the devil even knows you're there

I don't want to seem horrible but I just want her to have a good death too now.

Not even a little bit. Swift and as comfortable as possible is a mercy now.

Gudanov - Dec 29, 2005 4:52:26 pm PST #2206 of 10001

Coding and Sleeping

I don't want to seem horrible but I just want her to have a good death too now.

That's not horrible, that's merciful.

Spidra Webster - Dec 29, 2005 4:52:38 pm PST #2207 of 10001

I wish I could just go somewhere to get flensed but none of the whaling ships near me take Medicare.

Cass, that's not terrible. That's compassionate, given the circumstances. I hope that if it's your grandmother's time to go that she goes as painlessly as possible.

Cass - Dec 29, 2005 4:53:49 pm PST #2208 of 10001

Bob's learned to live with tragedy, but he knows that this tragedy is one that won't ever leave him or get better.

Thank you.

I mean, I think I know that. And I believe it but, right now, it just feels so hard.

juliana - Dec 29, 2005 4:54:20 pm PST #2209 of 10001

I’d be lying if I didn’t say that I miss them all tonight…

{{{{Cass}}}}

JZ - Dec 29, 2005 4:55:42 pm PST #2210 of 10001

See? I gave everybody here an opportunity to tell me what a bad person I am and nobody did, because I fuckin' rule.

What everyone else said. Merciful. I'm so sorry, for all of you.

I am going up tomorrow to sit through the night with her so stepmom (I call her mom but I figured I should be clearer here) can get some sleep.

You're a good, good soul.

sarameg - Dec 29, 2005 4:57:47 pm PST #2211 of 10001

It IS hard. I've been where you are. It's never easy to reconcile wishing for death. In the long run, I think ends up feeling healthy. In the short run, it really feels awful.

Anne W. - Dec 29, 2005 5:08:28 pm PST #2212 of 10001

The lost sheep grow teeth, forsake their lambs, and lie with the lions.

{{{Cass}}}

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