I'm going to be a crying wreck before the episode even starts...damn sentimental allergies.
I can track so many changes in my life by what I was doing when I was (or wasn't) watching Buffy and when I found Table Talk and the Buffistas and the show has meant a lot to me and
y'all
have meant more to me.
And damnit! I want a chance for Spike to go back to being a real vampire with an attitude and not making emotional "it was the best night of my life" speeches to Buffy for godsake! What about Dru!
Is this ep supposed to be regular length?
Never mind. Mom is taping for me. Hooray!
Yes and no, Dareva. It'll run during the normal times and end at nine, but it'll have fewer commercials.
My file was 43:33, so maybe a minute longer. Sigh, not nearly long enough. I'm going to be a puddle before it even starts.
Yesterday I watched Prophecy Girl. And bawled. Today I watched The Gift. And really really bawled. I thought I was done, but then I came here and read the filk, and the remembrances, and the tributes, and many of the articles that were linked to, and now my eyes are all leaky again.
Ten more minutes.
Another few minutes, and the end begins.
It's been such a great ride. And you guys have made it even better. Thanks.
I won't watch and post, but I'll be by after. Cheers, everybody.
Ben and Jerry's New York Super Fudge Chunk
Askye is me.
Thank you to the Buffistas and to the show that have made these last four years bearable. Without you, I don't know where I'd be. I hope most of you will still be around.
I remember my first time....
It was my sophomore year in college. I was studying for my math final by examining the output from my television set.
And then my TV output some show about vampires.
And it had relatively attractive people in it.
And the blond girl in the first scene....whoa....she's the vampire? And not the vaguely jerky guy? Interesting.....
Needless to say, I got hooked. And I went on to hook the wife, her sisters, a friend in DC, and a coworker.
And I've been lurking since season 2 on Table Talk.
And tonight it ends.
(*sniffle*)