I had a nightmare last night that my dog Dallas (who died in my arms at the vet) had died by being swept out to sea. It was very detailed and cinematic with characters and sub-plots as dreams can sometimes be.

I woke up pretty rattled and lay in bed reminding myself how she really died. Crazy. If this is a new anxiety dream (which appear on repeat)? Do. not. like.

Warwick was utterly unmotivated by food when I got him (he was anorexic for a good while). He didn't like toys. He didn't like walks. (still not big into either). He didn't want to be touched (well that's cured). It was a lot of "Good boy! Oh what a good boy!" when he did anything the least bit encouragable (as opposed to, I suppose, incorrigible) for a long time.

I think I missed how the dog came to be part of the household. Isn’t his mom quite sick and the house quite full?

Hmm, I had weird international travel mishaps nightmares last night. But also feel like I slept decently well? Who knows. It may be affected by the fact that I had my morning coffee, and then my friend came to get my dog and gave me a Vietnamese iced coffee. …that’s a lot of caffeine.

Also, I am very annoyed to be hitting some perimenopause bullshit.

my last period was almost 3 weeks late, which was weird, as they’ve been pretty regular within a few days. But thst was only 2 weeks ago and now I have it AGAIN? this is dumb.

Adding a Chihuahua to a house full of people who are quitting smoking seems like asking for trouble. But I really hope he adjusts and comes around to you quickly askye.

Perimenopause does suck. In fact, I’m still convinced that whoever designed these human bodies was on crack or something, definitely needed to take a little bit more time to get the flaws out.

I went to the doctor today and got all the drugs. Hopefully, I’ll be feeling better by Monday, when my sister arrives. This cough does not want to go away.

Chihuahuas are pretty well known for being one-person dogs and disliking everyone else, aren't they? You'd think a pet with all the wilderness survival capability of a Guinea pig might be motivated to curry favor with as many potential providers and protectors as possible.

You'd think a pet with all the wilderness survival capability of a Guinea pig might be motivated to curry favor with as many potential providers and protectors as possible

My dog loves me a lot but he absolutely would be like “oh no, I have no mother….hello nice stranger will you be my mother?” And they would say yes of course!