Ahhh, my heart is so full of love and pain. Thank you for letting us be with you and JZ and Emmett and Matilda.
God, the new pop culture thing. I still get so pissed when I can’t talk to amyth about something like Heartstopper, or that ita never saw The Woman King.
Oh, and part of my portion of my mom’s remains will 100% end up in a Bonne Maman jar. She and I shared a love of nice jars and both have a bit of a hoarding problem with them.
We are all ready for her to be released. We are in no way ready for her to be gone.
Very much this. Love to you all.
We are all ready for her to be released. We are in no way ready for her to be gone.
Love to all of you there as you surround JZ with your care and love for her. As someone said above, it is a privilege to be able to sit vigil with you all in this heartbreaking, infuriating, tender time.
The part of me that lives here in this place with you all is very much at the front of my days right now. I'm here even when I'm not. And I'm here a lot.
We are all ready for her to be released. We are in no way ready for her to be gone.
This is the perfect way to express it.
We are all holding all of you in our hearts. This is a vigil.
I'm still pissed that she won't get to see any more Our Flag Means Death. It's a stupid, small, heartbreaking thing.
I just saw it trending on Twitter, and my first thought was "This is for JZ."
OFMD, is next up in our queue after we finish Reservation Dogs, and I’m angry I won’t be able to talk to Jacqueline about it, and I have had similar feelings about other Buffistas we’ve lost as have already been mentioned here. I couldn’t deal with watching Teen Wolf after it’s passed, because it wasn’t any fun if I couldn’t post with her about it later.
Today is our annual let’s get rid of all the broken things, toys ltc has outgrown, and random things like Happy Meal boxes that she hoards. I have so far cleaned out ltc’s closet, and dresser. Put, everything away nice and neat, and made a big bag of clothes for Stitch. TCG is taking down the spare bed that almost never gets used to make more room for craft supplies and bookcases. And I have reorganized all of ltc’s jewelry, hair ties, etc in the hopes that Iif everything has a place it will actually get put away and also hoping that if ltc can actually see what she has she can put it to better use. Now, I’m going to collapse on my bed for a half hour before we pick up ltc from school.