Early: So is it still her room when it's empty? Does the room, the thing, have purpose? Or do we -- what's the word? Simon: I really can't help you. Early: The plan is to take your sister. Get the reward, which is substantial. 'Imbue.' That's the word.

'Objects In Space'


Natter 76: Life, Liberty, and the Pursuit of Foaminess  

Off-topic discussion. Wanna talk about corsets, duct tape, butt kicking, or physics? This is the place. Detailed discussion of any current-season TV must be whitefonted.


askye - Apr 02, 2019 1:23:57 am PDT #6497 of 30019
Thrive to spite them

Msbelle the Intensive outpatient treatment I did was a half day it ran 17 days and I went 4 days a week and then 3 days.

Some hospitals offer partial hospitalization which is a full day and is and I don't known the length but that seems more like what you are talking about.

Intensive outpatient therapy is often a step down from partial hospitalization or full. A lot of the people who were in my IOP program had down the partial hospitalization and transitioned to that.


Theodosia - Apr 02, 2019 1:28:10 am PDT #6498 of 30019
'we all walk this earth feeling we are frauds. The trick is to be grateful and hope the caper doesn't end any time soon"

I did it! Okay, so it was the world's saddest-looking joint, even after I in fact rolled it twice, first time totally rejected.

But it worked! I was able to take a couple tokes, which is all that I wanted -- this is a strain that's supposed to help with pain and insomnia (Golden Lemon #6), so the intent was only mildly to get high, but mostly to see if it would be a good fibro-flare intervention.

I'll investigate edibles and so on in the future. (They have chocolate bars!) But the problem is that in my long-past experience, hash brownies made me high for a solid day, which is not in accordance with my hard-driving lifestyle.


Theodosia - Apr 02, 2019 1:38:13 am PDT #6499 of 30019
'we all walk this earth feeling we are frauds. The trick is to be grateful and hope the caper doesn't end any time soon"

All heart to you, msbelle. I'm hoping that mac came home.


Jesse - Apr 02, 2019 2:45:48 am PDT #6500 of 30019
Sometimes I trip on how happy we could be.

msbelle, is there any kind of disability you can look into? I'm worried about you.


-t - Apr 02, 2019 3:36:58 am PDT #6501 of 30019
I am a woman of various inclinations and only some of the time are they to burn everything down in frustration

Did it help, Theo?


msbelle - Apr 02, 2019 4:16:05 am PDT #6502 of 30019
I remember the crazy days. 500 posts an hour. Nubmer! Natgbsb

To tie the convos together, mac came home 5 min past curfew as I was locking the doors AND he was high. So many good times in our home.

I don't mean to worry you all. I am really just emotionally exhausted. Truth is even days off will not make that better because he is still a mess and that is what is the cause. I'lll call today about starting g therapy again and maybe they can up my meds short term or give me a stronger something when bullshit goes down so I don't just turn off which is what I kinda do now.


flea - Apr 02, 2019 4:18:54 am PDT #6503 of 30019
information libertarian

msbelle I feel for you all the time. I am incredibly stressed out by my teen who is flirting with failing classes, but aside from that is almost always safe at home and cooperative in general and has friends whom I trust. Please try and get yourself some help & support.


Jesse - Apr 02, 2019 4:22:47 am PDT #6504 of 30019
Sometimes I trip on how happy we could be.

At least regular therapy is a start! But you need more support for yourself, for sure.


Jesse - Apr 02, 2019 4:25:28 am PDT #6505 of 30019
Sometimes I trip on how happy we could be.

In other news, I am sleepy because I was awoken too early this morning by a turkey! Apparently it was roosting last night in my neighbors' tree, and surprisingly high up!

At least the raccoons are quiet.


Theodosia - Apr 02, 2019 4:43:58 am PDT #6506 of 30019
'we all walk this earth feeling we are frauds. The trick is to be grateful and hope the caper doesn't end any time soon"

Only a couple tokes, just enough to feel a slight buzz. I felt relaxed and got to sleep fairly easily... The real test will be when I have a flare going on.