All heart to you, msbelle. I'm hoping that mac came home.
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Theodosia - Apr 02, 2019 1:38:13 am PDT #6499 of 30019
'we all walk this earth feeling we are frauds. The trick is to be grateful and hope the caper doesn't end any time soon"
Jesse - Apr 02, 2019 2:45:48 am PDT #6500 of 30019
Sometimes I trip on how happy we could be.
msbelle, is there any kind of disability you can look into? I'm worried about you.
-t - Apr 02, 2019 3:36:58 am PDT #6501 of 30019
I am a woman of various inclinations and only some of the time are they to burn everything down in frustration
Did it help, Theo?
msbelle - Apr 02, 2019 4:16:05 am PDT #6502 of 30019
I remember the crazy days. 500 posts an hour. Nubmer! Natgbsb
To tie the convos together, mac came home 5 min past curfew as I was locking the doors AND he was high. So many good times in our home.
I don't mean to worry you all. I am really just emotionally exhausted. Truth is even days off will not make that better because he is still a mess and that is what is the cause. I'lll call today about starting g therapy again and maybe they can up my meds short term or give me a stronger something when bullshit goes down so I don't just turn off which is what I kinda do now.
flea - Apr 02, 2019 4:18:54 am PDT #6503 of 30019
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msbelle I feel for you all the time. I am incredibly stressed out by my teen who is flirting with failing classes, but aside from that is almost always safe at home and cooperative in general and has friends whom I trust. Please try and get yourself some help & support.
Jesse - Apr 02, 2019 4:22:47 am PDT #6504 of 30019
Sometimes I trip on how happy we could be.
At least regular therapy is a start! But you need more support for yourself, for sure.
Jesse - Apr 02, 2019 4:25:28 am PDT #6505 of 30019
Sometimes I trip on how happy we could be.
In other news, I am sleepy because I was awoken too early this morning by a turkey! Apparently it was roosting last night in my neighbors' tree, and surprisingly high up!
At least the raccoons are quiet.
Theodosia - Apr 02, 2019 4:43:58 am PDT #6506 of 30019
'we all walk this earth feeling we are frauds. The trick is to be grateful and hope the caper doesn't end any time soon"
Only a couple tokes, just enough to feel a slight buzz. I felt relaxed and got to sleep fairly easily... The real test will be when I have a flare going on.
Laura - Apr 02, 2019 4:47:05 am PDT #6507 of 30019
Our wings are not tired.
I hope you do get to a therapist, msbelle. My juvenile is 27 now, and hasn't progressed since middle school. The only difference is that at this point I really understand the limits of control you really have over your children's decisions.
Trinity is a challenge. Her life has been all about being able to run on vast acreage with other dogs and sleeping in a crate. Now she has moved to the big city with lots of strange people and noises. DH took her to the beach yesterday for a walk and she did not handle it well. Traffic, roller blades, bikes, runners! She was way over stimulated. When she got home DH sat outside talking on the phone for a while. It was dark and when my son and DIL came out of the house to meet her she charged at them barking. DIL is super freaked out now and doesn't want anything to do with her. Son has more dog experience and gets the over stimulated part.
So, we bought her a crate and she happily slept in it last night. We have a friend who trains that we will engage. She is young and smart and I believe will train easily, but not sure how to reassure DIL. Sigh.
Dana - Apr 02, 2019 5:08:40 am PDT #6508 of 30019
I'm terrifically busy with my ennui.
I'm sorry, msbelle. I cannot imagine how stressful this must be.