Ooh, just folded and put away the towels, AND washed the pan that's been sitting in the sink most of the week.
Also: congrats, Scrappy!
Dawn ,'Never Leave Me'
Off-topic discussion. Wanna talk about corsets, duct tape, butt kicking, or physics? This is the place. Detailed discussion of any current-season TV must be whitefonted.
Ooh, just folded and put away the towels, AND washed the pan that's been sitting in the sink most of the week.
Also: congrats, Scrappy!
Gud, please please please listen to the Buffistas who care about you. We've known you for years: we are not strangers. We know you do not deserve this treatment, and you need to learn to convince your brain that you are worthy.
IT IS OKAY TO ASK FOR HELP.
Please please get help. Call the hotline, find a local therapist, anything. It will help you, it will help your children.
Why is that helicopter flying around and around over my house? I hope this doesn't mean a grisly Accident on the 880 that I will have to read about in the morning.
Uuuuuugh. Woke up with a belly ache and had to go throw up before even feeding the cats. This was not my plan for the day.
Gud-is-good-bot isn't even gonna yell today. Just know that you ARE good, and deserving of help and support, and we're behind you in a million ways big and small.
-t, feel better soon.
I'm sorry, -t. Tummy~ma.
I should be productive today since I really wasn't yesterday. I stayed in bed until 8 this morning! Read a couple chapters instead of getting up early as usual. I know better than to try and actually sleep in. I did get up and feed the animals and left the back door open for them. Then back into bed with a book. Whee!
I guess I'll do dishes now.
Oh no, -t! I hope that was a one-off.
Yessss, Laura. That is a good morning!
I did some more cleaning this morning, mostly dishes and vacuuming. I have some friends coming over next weekend, so it's a little more purposeful than it might be....
I also went and got some free Allbirds, thanks to a Facebook group, and I don't like them! Partly I think this pair is a little small for me, but mostly I actually do want more structure in my shoes. So that's good to know.
Gud, I really hope you call 1-800-273-8255.
Tried to say I didn't want her isolating herself this morning, but that didn't go over well. She hit me with a remember-when-you-did-x-bad-thing and I didn't really have a good answer. I'm not sure what to do, partly I'm just fundamentally not a good person and I make mistakes which I really shouldn't.
Maybe I shouldn't be talking about this at all. I don't want to bring the board down with my own problems and failings.
Speaking of the board. I haven't been getting much (i.e. anything) done with the new board lately. New job and personal stuff has been eating up my time. There's not a ton left to do at the moment though.
Gud, you are trying to do good as best you can and that is all any of us can do. I wish you could let go of this idea that you shouldn't make mistakes. Letting your wife isolate herself from the rest of the family for a bit is maybe a pretty good way forward for all of you, really.
Sent an email to everyone above me at work that I will be out tomorrow and rescheduled my dentists appointment to next week. Have successfully kept down almost half a cup of water, feeling good about that!