Yeah, we're building a race of frog-people. It's a good time

Xander ,'Selfless'


Spike's Bitches 49: As usual, I'm here to help you, and I... are you naked under there?

Spike-centric discussion. Lusty, lewd (only occasionally crude), risqué (and frisqué), bawdy (Oh, lawdy!), flirty ('cuz we're purty), raunchy talk inside. Caveat lector.


erikaj - Dec 06, 2023 10:28:35 am PST #7960 of 8184
Always Anti-fascist!

"What is going on with the universe?"(/Phoebe) I got yet another in my yearly cavalcade of rejection this morning(Though trying to combine procedural and flash fiction might be a failed experiment) But then, David Simon liked what I wrote about Norman Lear...so, like, am I good at this or not? And I'm totally surfing the crimson wave, and can't decide which of my million heartstrings is being pulled right now. It's crazy, so I thought I should share. The more doors that shut in my face(at least for the moment) The more love my fanfiction gets, too. How weird is that? I am probably going to cry today, but good luck to anyone who tries to ask why!


javachik - Dec 12, 2023 7:26:34 pm PST #7961 of 8184
Our wings are not tired.

I haven't checked the board in weeks but I wanted you to know I see ya, erikaj.


erikaj - Dec 13, 2023 12:36:05 pm PST #7962 of 8184
Always Anti-fascist!

Thanks. Sometimes, strangely, the more convinced I am that I could get worked up about something, the less I do it, though.


Laura - Dec 16, 2023 11:09:33 am PST #7963 of 8184
Our wings are not tired.

I can't let it out anywhere else, so this must be the place. Yesterday was my grandson's 3rd birthday. I haven't seen him since he was 4 months old. My younger grandson will be 1 sometime next month, and I don't even know the exact date. I saw their pictures on a friend's FB page at the birthday party. The punches just keep coming.

One of Brendon's close friends died recently and he had to find and notify his family because he had been estranged for decades. He is now haunted by the thought that our son won't return before we leave this mortal coil.


javachik - Dec 17, 2023 6:44:39 am PST #7964 of 8184
Our wings are not tired.

It's so awful, Laura. It already is wound enough, but with the reason never being explained, it must be the saddest most heart-wrenching thing to go through. I'm so sorry.


Karl - Dec 17, 2023 10:15:50 am PST #7965 of 8184
I adore all you motherfuckers so much -- PMM.

All the hugs and love to you and Brendon, Laura. That's a truly awful situation to be in. And yes, please, bring it here when you can't bring it anywhere else. Your Bitches have your back.


Laura - Dec 17, 2023 10:59:35 am PST #7966 of 8184
Our wings are not tired.

Thank you. I carry the pain every day, but I also carry the belief that he will wake up one day and come back into the fold. It is very hard on my MIL who has never seen her great-grandchildren. This too shall pass. This too shall pass.


erikaj - Dec 17, 2023 1:39:40 pm PST #7967 of 8184
Always Anti-fascist!

it happens, not every time, but maybe.


Sean K - Dec 20, 2023 7:57:05 am PST #7968 of 8184
You can't leave me to my own devices; my devices are Nap and Eat. -Zenkitty

Oh, Laura. I'm so sorry.


erikaj - Dec 20, 2023 11:59:39 am PST #7969 of 8184
Always Anti-fascist!

I know this stuff happens a lot. my own family has lots of estrangement in it. still, hard to think that somebody wants to be estranged from *Laura and Brendan* though. They're so chill! I mean, even my having fights with my dad and stepmonster have some logic, but in my version, we would have worked it through or something by now. Like a Norman Lear joint....I wouldn't have to wonder if I'm being ghosted because of their lack of capacity, or some part of ancient history where I was, maybe, TA.(After a while, you do stop caring a little, I'm sorry to say. But I hope your problems don't go on that long!)