I’m glad you’re starting to feel better, askye. Hate UTIs. Glad it didn’t get to your kidneys.
Wesley: I stabbed you. I should apologize for that. But I'm honestly not sure how. I think it'll just be awkward. Gunn: Good call. Wesley: Okay.
'Time Bomb'
Spike's Bitches 49: As usual, I'm here to help you, and I... are you naked under there?
Spike-centric discussion. Lusty, lewd (only occasionally crude), risqué (and frisqué), bawdy (Oh, lawdy!), flirty ('cuz we're purty), raunchy talk inside. Caveat lector.
Cass - Nov 10, 2020 6:05:32 pm PST #7245 of 8208
Bob's learned to live with tragedy, but he knows that this tragedy is one that won't ever leave him or get better.
WindSparrow - Nov 12, 2020 6:13:20 am PST #7246 of 8208
Love is stronger than death and harder than sorrow. Those who practice it are fierce like the light of stars traveling eons to pierce the night.
I will try to be present here more. I love you all, my chosen family.
Laura - Nov 12, 2020 7:17:19 am PST #7247 of 8208
Our wings are not tired.
{{WindSparrow}} Virtual tackle hugs.
erikaj - Nov 12, 2020 3:37:46 pm PST #7248 of 8208
Always Anti-fascist!
hey, everyone.
Miracleman - Nov 12, 2020 4:20:27 pm PST #7249 of 8208
No, I don't think I will - me, quoting Captain Steve Rogers, to all of 2020
Hey erikaj
Laura - Nov 12, 2020 4:38:46 pm PST #7250 of 8208
Our wings are not tired.
Hi eirkaj!
I'd have much more to say, but I just finished swimming and am starving so dinner prep must happen.
WindSparrow - Nov 12, 2020 7:23:54 pm PST #7251 of 8208
Love is stronger than death and harder than sorrow. Those who practice it are fierce like the light of stars traveling eons to pierce the night.
Hey, erika.
Hey MM.
Safe snuggles with Laura.
Zenkitty - Nov 13, 2020 11:28:16 am PST #7252 of 8208
Every now and then, I think I might actually be a little odd.
Hi, WindSparrow, MM, erikaj, good to see you all.
askye, no wonder you're tired! UTIs are hard on a body. Rest and take care.
My blood pressure at the doctor's office yesterday was 116/80 which is amazing, it's usually around 130/95. Also, my A1c was 7.9 and my cholesterol dropped by 70 points. I was expecting my numbers to be much worse given how I haven't been taking care of myself lately. I can't explain this anomaly. I'd think my doppelganger gave the blood but I still have the bruise, so the only explanation is the lab switched my blood work with a healthier person.
erikaj - Nov 13, 2020 12:12:25 pm PST #7253 of 8208
Always Anti-fascist!
I've been looking at SNL parodies of Celebrity Jeopardy...Ferrell's trebek is as good as i remember, but the jokes go on too long.
Laura - Nov 14, 2020 7:41:39 am PST #7254 of 8208
Our wings are not tired.
Well done, Zen. Nice when the body surprises you in a good way.
Today is going to be a rough day. It is the baby shower for my first grandchild. We won't be there. We don't feel welcome or wanted. My second son has double and tripled down on being a judgmental entitled ass. He even unfriended his father on FB for zero reason. My working theory is that son is overwhelmed. He has had recent health scares, as in TIAs and out of control cholesterol, which at 26 is pretty nuts. He has a new position at work, a new house, a baby on the way, plus all the usual stresses we all have. I feel his being so cruel to his father is a striking out at those closest. DH feels he has never loved and respected him as a father and that he has lost him forever. Expects he won't go to his funeral, that type of thing. He is just devastated. I drove out to the host's house last night and left my huge stack of gifts. At this point it looks like stuff is all they ever cared about anyway, which is the last thing I care about.
Mostly is it just a huge shock. We really thought we were super close and loved each other's company. We did things together. They lived with us and I thought we got along great. It is just such a 180 from where I thought we were in our relationship. I'm not engaging at all. I have 100% confidence that we were always there for our children and gave them unconditional love, encouragement, and support. I have no guilt. This is something going on with son, and he has to figure it out, or not.
So yes, I am heartbroken, but just focused on improving our lives by getting healthy. DH has to lose a bunch of weight so he can have hernia surgery. So I am cooking nice healthy stuff and we are exercising. Turning the focus inward. DIL's mother and DH's sister are determined to try and fix things, but only time might fix it. The wounds will take a long time to heal.
ION, my eldest son, who has caused me the gray hair over the last decade is doing great. He is thrilled with his move to NY and loving his apartment, his girlfriend, and his job. He has been sweet and communicative.
Sorry to spill here, but I have to get it out or my teeth will surely be ground to nothing.