The shooting in Thousand Oaks has me so very shaken. I know it can happen anywhere, but I lived in TO for years and it's just... shocking. I got my first job in TO, had my first boyfriend in TO, graduated high school in TO, my wife and I met while living in TO. Shit, I ate dinner on prom night at the restaurant that used to be in the spot Borderline is. I have tons of friends who are still there. My timeline is full of this and it's just... I have no words.

{{Glamcookie}} They are all hard, but so much worse when it is home. I'm sorry.

Yeah, I work with one of the colleges in the area, and I am sure that people I know have been directly impacted by this. I just don't have it in me right now to check.

Yeah, my friend (H) that you met, ND, used to frequent Borderline when she lived up there, and her mom still does (she's okay). She's been really shaken up all morning.

I'm so sorry, Glam and ND and Epic and everyone else affected by this violence. It's just horrifying.

I just don't have it in me right now to check.

Yeah, after I ascertained that I was very unlikely to know anyone who was there, I haven't been able to bring myself to read anything more about either this shooting or the Pittsburgh shooting, and it makes me sick that this happens so frequently now that I can actually think to myself, "Oh no, another one," and then just... stop thinking about it. It's become routine, and that is so deeply disturbing and fucked up.

Hugs to everyone affected by this. I'm so sorry.

Just found out that one of my part time employees directly knew at least one of the victims.

I'm so sorry, ND. ~ma to your employee.

I'm sick. Chills, slight fever, hacking cough, and a runny nose. I had lots of fun plans for this weekend (Mom's Birthday and my anniversary) and I think I'm going to have to cancel everything.

Well, that was a day. After a huge mess of a day yesterday (broken wheelchair, couldn't get cough meds filled), I was exhausted this morning, but I made it to my morning classes. Was sort of awake through them. (Luckily, I didn't have to lecture today -- the plan for today was mostly having them work on practice problems anyway.) Then I got a call from my doctor, that my blood test results from yesterday were really concerning, and that I could have pneumonia or some other infection, and she wanted me to go to the ER immediately to get some more blood work and a chest x-ray. So, I found someone to cover my afternoon class, then went to the ER. Got all the tests done, and I don't have pneumonia, or another infection, and I'm now back at, "Yeah, your body's being weird, but we don't think there's anything to be seriously concerned about? Here, try another cough medicine, and call us next week."

Also, my sister was flying in today to visit me anyway, so now she's here, and we're both exhausted (since I've been getting no sleep because cough, and she's been flying all over the country for work), so our visit this weekend might end up being mostly napping.

I'm sorry that you are going through this Hil. I hope that you can get some rest and your body will stop being so weird and heal.