I had a good time. I lost all I took yesterday. Which I don't know what happened. I mean I lost but I also wasn't being as cautious as I had been . I meant to stop with a certain amount left but I didnt and I'm mad at myself about that. But I had fun.
And it was a great weekend and while I want to do it again I'm ok if it's not until next year or something.
I found out at work that they are moving forward to making me fulltime. It's not so much we love your work and so we are offering this as it is management is making them because of how many hours I'm working . I think the store manager is the main issue because of budget but I'm not sure.
They like me and it's just complicated I guess. And the good news is I'll be eligible for health insurance so I won't have to be on constant anxiety about that. The bad news is that it is both expensive per month and has huge deductibles . I think the most expansive, which is the lowest deductible is something like $2000/year deductible and nothing is covered except check ups until that is paid. I have no idea how much a month it will be but I think it's around $200.
And I'll be getting fewer houra because we are fully staffed.
My goal is to get to the point where I can feel like I can take some onlike courses and take another stab at school. I guess it's never too late.