I have finesse! I have finesse coming out of my bottom!

Anya ,'Showtime'


Spike's Bitches 49: As usual, I'm here to help you, and I... are you naked under there?

Spike-centric discussion. Lusty, lewd (only occasionally crude), risqué (and frisqué), bawdy (Oh, lawdy!), flirty ('cuz we're purty), raunchy talk inside. Caveat lector.


amych - Sep 09, 2017 1:55:11 pm PDT #1763 of 8213
Now let us crush something soft and watch it fountain blood. That is a girlish thing to want to do, yes?

LIKE


Kate P. - Sep 09, 2017 2:22:03 pm PDT #1764 of 8213
That's the pain / That cuts a straight line down through the heart / We call it love

Yay brenda! That's awesome!


Vortex - Sep 09, 2017 4:07:23 pm PDT #1765 of 8213
"Cry havoc and let slip the boobs of war!" -- Miracleman

Go Brenda!!!


Scrappy - Sep 09, 2017 4:09:03 pm PDT #1766 of 8213
Life moves pretty fast. You don't stop and look around once in a while, you could miss it.

I'm on board the Brenda Breathing Better team!


amyth - Sep 09, 2017 4:59:19 pm PDT #1767 of 8213
And none of us deserving the cruelty or the grace -- Leonard Cohen

Woo Brenda!!


Steph L. - Sep 09, 2017 5:15:41 pm PDT #1768 of 8213
I look more rad than Lutheranism

Brenda, that is AWESOME!!! You kick so much ass!


Amy - Sep 09, 2017 5:34:16 pm PDT #1769 of 8213
Because books.

brenda, that's amazing! I'm so proud of you! Plus, you're inspiring me!


askye - Sep 09, 2017 5:59:49 pm PDT #1770 of 8213
Thrive to spite them

YAY Brenda!!!


Beverly - Sep 09, 2017 6:25:19 pm PDT #1771 of 8213
Days shrink and grow cold, sunlight through leaves is my song. Winter is long.

Hard won, but worth it, Brenda! Welcome to the ranks!


askye - Sep 09, 2017 6:50:01 pm PDT #1772 of 8213
Thrive to spite them

Something important happened tonight.

I did something, accomplished a goal I had, because of intrinsic motivation rather than fear/panic and without my internal critic(parent) berating me. A lot of my internal struggles have come from not feeling capable or having self confidence.

But I am fucking capable and I have proved in the past time and again. I am going to fight the urge to put qualifies on that statement.

The other thing i've struggled with is seeing on the start and finish or beginning. I either ignore the middle parts or don't understand there's a middle part so I keep expecting changes in my life to jump right to the "after" picture. But I'm in the inbetween parts you never really see.

I'm excited and don't want to wake anyone up but I just really wanted to share this.

And I've felt much of my life is me just in the same circle over and over. But I'm not in a circle anymore, I've worked to make it a spiral . I may repeat things and make some similar mistakes but each time around I have more clarity and make progress.The spiral was so tight it looked like a circle but now I'ms tarting to see difference.