Wash ,'Serenity'
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It is a terrible thing when thinking about getting the help you might need causes you more anxiety. I don't want you to have to go through that.
Have you rejected calling your own doctor? Can I see if I can contact bonny or some other Buffista to talk to you?
Maybe? I've never called her before, so I don't know if it's okay.
I will try her now, and it will be okay.
I'm on the phone with Tim.
Good. I left bonny a message. I know she will check in here when she gets it.
She's on her way here, Steph.
I'm going to text my therapist.
Sparky is right. Involuntary admission is a dicey thing, but unless you report an actual plan to harm yourself or others, child abuse, or elder abuse, the docs are not mandated to report.
I am right here, if I can help. 202.544.0733. When you get off the phone with Tim, call me and I'll be happy to walk through a strategy.
I wish I had more helpful words than wishes for relief from the anxiety. Sending ~ma in strength and peace of mind varieties.
eta: Thanks Bonny and all for being here for each other
If you want to chat while you wait for a response, I'm here. If the phone is uncomfortable, email me or fb message.