Spike: I'm not a monster. Xander: Yes! You are a monster. Vampires are monsters! They make monster movies about them! Spike: Well, yeah. Got me there.

'Dirty Girls'


Spike's Bitches 49: As usual, I'm here to help you, and I... are you naked under there?

Spike-centric discussion. Lusty, lewd (only occasionally crude), risqué (and frisqué), bawdy (Oh, lawdy!), flirty ('cuz we're purty), raunchy talk inside. Caveat lector.


Sparky1 - Sep 06, 2017 10:46:55 am PDT #1705 of 8213
Librarian Warlord

It is a terrible thing when thinking about getting the help you might need causes you more anxiety. I don't want you to have to go through that.

Have you rejected calling your own doctor? Can I see if I can contact bonny or some other Buffista to talk to you?


Steph L. - Sep 06, 2017 10:49:07 am PDT #1706 of 8213
I look more rad than Lutheranism

Maybe? I've never called her before, so I don't know if it's okay.


Sparky1 - Sep 06, 2017 10:50:55 am PDT #1707 of 8213
Librarian Warlord

I will try her now, and it will be okay.


Steph L. - Sep 06, 2017 10:50:59 am PDT #1708 of 8213
I look more rad than Lutheranism

I'm on the phone with Tim.


Sparky1 - Sep 06, 2017 10:54:24 am PDT #1709 of 8213
Librarian Warlord

Good. I left bonny a message. I know she will check in here when she gets it.


Sparky1 - Sep 06, 2017 10:58:56 am PDT #1710 of 8213
Librarian Warlord

She's on her way here, Steph.


Steph L. - Sep 06, 2017 10:59:59 am PDT #1711 of 8213
I look more rad than Lutheranism

I'm going to text my therapist.


beekaytee - Sep 06, 2017 11:00:18 am PDT #1712 of 8213
Compassionately intolerant

Sparky is right. Involuntary admission is a dicey thing, but unless you report an actual plan to harm yourself or others, child abuse, or elder abuse, the docs are not mandated to report.

I am right here, if I can help. 202.544.0733. When you get off the phone with Tim, call me and I'll be happy to walk through a strategy.


Laura - Sep 06, 2017 11:00:44 am PDT #1713 of 8213
Our wings are not tired.

I wish I had more helpful words than wishes for relief from the anxiety. Sending ~ma in strength and peace of mind varieties.

eta: Thanks Bonny and all for being here for each other


beekaytee - Sep 06, 2017 11:01:22 am PDT #1714 of 8213
Compassionately intolerant

If you want to chat while you wait for a response, I'm here. If the phone is uncomfortable, email me or fb message.