Tonight was a new Supernatural. Which she won't get to see. That's all I could think when the commercials came on.
The past few days, I've stopped crying, but I still feel like I've been punched in the heart.
Zoe: What's that, sir? Mal: Freedom, is what. Zoe: No, I meant what's that? Mal: Oh. Yeah. Just step around it. I think something must've been living in here.
'Out Of Gas'
ita's thread
A place where we can talk about ita, miss ita, and share information about memorials. The hugging started over here in Natter.
Steph L. - Jan 20, 2015 5:21:40 pm PST #981 of 3157
Unusually and exceedingly peculiar and altogether quite impossible to describe
Zenkitty - Jan 20, 2015 5:23:36 pm PST #982 of 3157
Every now and then, I think I might actually be a little odd.
I thought about her when I saw there was a new episode of Supernatural, too. Dammit.
Kiba Rika - Jan 20, 2015 5:54:35 pm PST #983 of 3157
I may have to seize the cat.
Tonight was a new Supernatural. Which she won't get to see. That's all I could think when the commercials came on.
This is the kind of thing that makes my breath still for a moment.
It's okay. ita lives in the internet now; she can stream it.
Strix - Jan 20, 2015 5:54:56 pm PST #984 of 3157
A dress should be tight enough to show you're a woman but loose enough to flee from zombies. — Ginger
Dan and I went to dinner because we had a showing at 6. We were getting up and I was talking about how I had to catch up on "Sleepy Hollow" and he said, "Oh, there's a new SPN tonight."
I was all "Really? I thought it didn't come back till February? Huh."
And then it hit me, and I was all "Oh! Oh. Oh." And I sat down again. Dan was "What?" and I just looked at him and said "ita will never see it."
I'm so glad he gets it. He followed her SPN Tumblr BEFORE I knew he followed SPN Tumblrs, and he showed me something one day, and I cracked up, because I was like "That's my friend ita's Tumblr! She made B.org!"
Cass - Jan 20, 2015 6:26:14 pm PST #985 of 3157
Bob's learned to live with tragedy, but he knows that this tragedy is one that won't ever leave him or get better.
It's okay. ita lives in the internet now; she can stream it.
I love you so much right now, Kiba.
JenP - Jan 20, 2015 6:36:03 pm PST #986 of 3157
Ditto.
Zenkitty - Jan 20, 2015 7:00:30 pm PST #987 of 3157
Every now and then, I think I might actually be a little odd.
It's okay. ita lives in the internet now; she can stream it.
dammit, still not done crying, apparently
SuziQ - Jan 20, 2015 7:03:17 pm PST #988 of 3157
Back tattoos of the mother is that you are absolutely right - Ame
Thanks kiba.
While my kids get it when I have an ita!moment, it isn't enough. Not sure what would be.
beekaytee - Jan 20, 2015 7:10:48 pm PST #989 of 3157
Compassionately intolerant
It's okay. ita lives in the internet now; she can stream it.
I love you so much right now, Kiba.
A few more tears. But, much, much love.
Shir - Jan 20, 2015 8:19:53 pm PST #990 of 3157
"And that's why God Almighty gave us fire insurance and the public defender".
I still feel like I've been punched in the heart
This. And I'm struggling with a part of myself that can't let go; that still can't believe she's really gone.