I don't think I've actually cried. I thought I had moved too quickly to acceptance but I think I actually just fell way down the denial hole. I don't think any of this real. She'll start posting again soon.
Mal ,'The Train Job'
ita's thread
A place where we can talk about ita, miss ita, and share information about memorials. The hugging started over here in Natter.
PC, I've been feeling much the same way.
I think in recent years I've encountered her the most in Movies and I was so wary of clicking in there last week and now it's active again and at some point it's just going to hit me that she's not posting in there.
It's okay. ita lives in the internet now; she can stream it.
Well, my heart just stuttered at that. I can't cry, dammit, I'm at the Copenhagen office.
I dreamt last night that ita had programmed posts into the board. So one day, a post from her appeared talking about a book. It confused us and freaked everyone out. But we figured out what was happening, and every few months one would appear. Some people loved them. Some were upset by them.
Sue, I almost wish that was true. Damn, this is a hell of a way to start the day.
Yeah, I don't really believe she's gone. I know it's true, but I still really don't believe it.
Same. It just seems so ridiculous! How could that be true?
And yet.
Yes.
All I could think about during the last ep of Sleepy Hollow was that ita would never see it.
Every time a TV or movie character does something unexpectedly brave, I think of how much ita loved those "hobbit moments" and I get a little sniffly. (Granted, I cry during every episode of Masterchef Jr because that show is nothing but hobbit moments, but these days even moreso, because ita.)
It's okay. ita lives in the internet now; she can stream it.
Aww. This is a beautiful thought.