I still feel like I've been punched in the heart
This. And I'm struggling with a part of myself that can't let go; that still can't believe she's really gone.
Now I did a job. I got nothing but trouble since I did it, not to mention more than a few unkind words as regard to my character so let me make this abundantly clear. I do the job. And then I get paid.
Mal ,'Serenity'
ita's thread
A place where we can talk about ita, miss ita, and share information about memorials. The hugging started over here in Natter.
Shir - Jan 20, 2015 8:19:53 pm PST #990 of 3159
"And that's why God Almighty gave us fire insurance and the public defender".
Polter-Cow - Jan 20, 2015 8:44:49 pm PST #991 of 3159
What else besides ramen can you scoop? YOU CAN SCOOP THIS WORLD FROM DARKNESS!
I don't think I've actually cried. I thought I had moved too quickly to acceptance but I think I actually just fell way down the denial hole. I don't think any of this real. She'll start posting again soon.
Anne W. - Jan 20, 2015 8:47:39 pm PST #992 of 3159
The lost sheep grow teeth, forsake their lambs, and lie with the lions.
PC, I've been feeling much the same way.
Polter-Cow - Jan 20, 2015 9:07:42 pm PST #993 of 3159
What else besides ramen can you scoop? YOU CAN SCOOP THIS WORLD FROM DARKNESS!
I think in recent years I've encountered her the most in Movies and I was so wary of clicking in there last week and now it's active again and at some point it's just going to hit me that she's not posting in there.
Atropa - Jan 20, 2015 10:52:27 pm PST #994 of 3159
The artist formerly associated with cupcakes.
It's okay. ita lives in the internet now; she can stream it.
Well, my heart just stuttered at that. I can't cry, dammit, I'm at the Copenhagen office.
Sue - Jan 21, 2015 1:17:33 am PST #995 of 3159
hip deep in pie
I dreamt last night that ita had programmed posts into the board. So one day, a post from her appeared talking about a book. It confused us and freaked everyone out. But we figured out what was happening, and every few months one would appear. Some people loved them. Some were upset by them.
SailAweigh - Jan 21, 2015 2:15:16 am PST #996 of 3159
Nana korobi, ya oki. (Fall down seven times, stand up eight.) ~Yuzuru Hanyu/Japanese proverb
Sue, I almost wish that was true. Damn, this is a hell of a way to start the day.
Dana - Jan 21, 2015 3:23:42 am PST #997 of 3159
I'm terrifically busy with my ennui.
Yeah, I don't really believe she's gone. I know it's true, but I still really don't believe it.
Jesse - Jan 21, 2015 3:44:55 am PST #998 of 3159
Sometimes I trip on how happy we could be.
Same. It just seems so ridiculous! How could that be true?
And yet.
-t - Jan 21, 2015 3:51:29 am PST #999 of 3159
I am a woman of various inclinations and only some of the time are they to burn everything down in frustration
Yes.