I've been simply avoided explaining to anyone who saw or heard me cry.
The google hangout was a bit of a struggle getting connected...since I'm totally inept with such things...and I did not have much to say, but honestly, seeing faces and hearing voices made a huge difference for me.
So grateful that happened.
I started sniffling when I opened a NY Times food e-mail and it had a recipe for Montreal bagels.
Tonight was a new Supernatural. Which she won't get to see. That's all I could think when the commercials came on.
The past few days, I've stopped crying, but I still feel like I've been punched in the heart.
I thought about her when I saw there was a new episode of Supernatural, too. Dammit.
Tonight was a new Supernatural. Which she won't get to see. That's all I could think when the commercials came on.
This is the kind of thing that makes my breath still for a moment.
It's okay. ita lives in the internet now; she can stream it.
Dan and I went to dinner because we had a showing at 6. We were getting up and I was talking about how I had to catch up on "Sleepy Hollow" and he said, "Oh, there's a new SPN tonight."
I was all "Really? I thought it didn't come back till February? Huh."
And then it hit me, and I was all "Oh! Oh. Oh." And I sat down again. Dan was "What?" and I just looked at him and said "ita will never see it."
I'm so glad he gets it. He followed her SPN Tumblr BEFORE I knew he followed SPN Tumblrs, and he showed me something one day, and I cracked up, because I was like "That's my friend ita's Tumblr! She made B.org!"
It's okay. ita lives in the internet now; she can stream it.
I love you so much right now, Kiba.
It's okay. ita lives in the internet now; she can stream it.
dammit, still not done crying, apparently
Thanks kiba.
While my kids get it when I have an ita!moment, it isn't enough. Not sure what would be.