Damn it! You know what? I'm sick of this crap. I'm sick of being the guy who eats insects and gets the funny syphilis. As of this moment, it's over. I'm finished being everybody's butt monkey!

Xander ,'Lessons'


ita's thread

A place where we can talk about ita, miss ita, and share information about memorials. The hugging started over here in Natter.


Topic!Cindy - Jan 21, 2015 4:49:55 pm PST #1038 of 3199
What is even happening?

KB!


Beverly - Jan 21, 2015 5:21:03 pm PST #1039 of 3199
Days shrink and grow cold, sunlight through leaves is my song. Winter is long.

Katie! So good to see you here.


Sophia Brooks - Jan 21, 2015 5:43:56 pm PST #1040 of 3199
Cats to become a rabbit should gather immediately now here

Katie!


SuziQ - Jan 21, 2015 7:09:22 pm PST #1041 of 3199
Back tattoos of the mother is that you are absolutely right - Ame

Katie!!!


DavidS - Jan 21, 2015 7:34:44 pm PST #1042 of 3199
"Look, son, if it's good enough for Shirley Bassey, it's good enough for you."

Awww, Katie B.


Kiba Rika - Jan 22, 2015 4:43:28 am PST #1043 of 3199
I may have to seize the cat.

I almost never move past the anger stage of grieving. I just stay angry, forever.


Laura - Jan 22, 2015 4:56:38 am PST #1044 of 3199
Our wings are not tired.

Anger rarely presents for me. I stick in the numb, for about forever.


Tom Scola - Jan 22, 2015 4:58:11 am PST #1045 of 3199
hwæt

I'm not sure if I'm really past denial yet.


Atropa - Jan 22, 2015 5:08:27 am PST #1046 of 3199
The artist formerly associated with cupcakes.

I might move past 'numb' once I'm past the two weeks of emotional black hole of the anniversary of my mom's passing and birthday. I kinda doubt it, tho'.


Kate P. - Jan 22, 2015 5:09:00 am PST #1047 of 3199
That's the pain / That cuts a straight line down through the heart / We call it love

Yeah, I think I'm mostly stuck in denial. It's such an odd feeling, to know that she's gone, and yet to also be able to go back and see her words anytime I want. Her words were how I knew her, and they're still there. In fact, it occurred to me recently that I ought to start watching SPN again (I've only seen the first two seasons, I think) so I can read the SPN thread and see more new posts from her. ...Perhaps not the healthiest way to deal, but I find the idea comforting.