Hil, you are awesome. You will do great at the interviews. Don't stress. Just show off your bad ass self.
Smonster, that's an awesome letter. Good luck with tomorrow.
ION - Today was spent almost all on my feet. Coiling close to a thousand feet of heavy copper cable...while standing, mostly. Arms tired. Legs tired. Body tired. It's nights like this, I wish I had a butler or something. Oy. Spoons, running low. And even with that, I went to Home Depot to get plunger and auger for toilet, and cleared the blockage, so the damn thing flows DOWN. Happiness is a flushing toilet, I tell you what. Now, I just need a new body.
Oh god, I'm sick as hell and I have so much work to do and I'm an enormous failure and Tim never should have married me and we're going to have to live in a cardboard box and it's all my fault because I fail at life totally and Tim deserves so much better than me and I can't talk to him about any of this because it's humiliating and I'm hyperventilating and losing my shit in an epic way right now and I don't have time because I have so much work to do and need to meet Aimee later and I think I'm going to just collapse in a pile of failure and shame. I can't stand this. I need to work and I need to get in the shower and I am losing my mind right now.
We'll help you find your mind later. Get in the shower now. Start with what you can control
I can't, I don't have time. I have too much work to do and I'm hyperventilating and I can't calm down. I am such a failure at everything.
Will a full on freak out for 15 minutes help? Do you have some ugly dishes to smash?
A shower will clear your head , it is a safe place to cry and scream
If I was there I would do more .
Steph, take a shower. Or at least a deep breath.
Then pick one thing off your to-do list. Just one. Preferably something easy and quick. And do it.
I'm not getting in the shower while I'm hyperventilating and losing my shit. That can't be a good idea. I'm doing stuff. I am. There's just so much and everyone needs it all now and I am just fucking FAILING at everything so hard. I'm doing stuff. I am.
and if you are doing stuff - you are not failing , you just not making everyone happy at the same time