I can't, I don't have time. I have too much work to do and I'm hyperventilating and I can't calm down. I am such a failure at everything.
Kaylee: Captain seem a little funny to you at breakfast this morning? Wash: Come on, Kaylee. We all know I'm the funny one.
'Heart Of Gold'
Spike's Bitches 48: I Say, We Go Out There, and Kick a Little Demon Ass.
[NAFDA] Spike-centric discussion. Lusty, lewd (only occasionally crude), risqué (and frisqué), bawdy (Oh, lawdy!), flirty ('cuz we're purty), raunchy talk inside. Caveat lector.
Steph L. - Feb 04, 2014 5:52:08 am PST #8880 of 30002
this mess was yours / now your mess is mine
brenda m - Feb 04, 2014 5:55:19 am PST #8881 of 30002
If you're going through hell/keep on going/don't slow down/keep your fear from showing/you might be gone/'fore the devil even knows you're there
Will a full on freak out for 15 minutes help? Do you have some ugly dishes to smash?
beth b - Feb 04, 2014 6:04:23 am PST #8882 of 30002
oh joy! Oh Rapture ! I have a brain!
A shower will clear your head , it is a safe place to cry and scream
If I was there I would do more .
Fred Pete - Feb 04, 2014 6:17:12 am PST #8883 of 30002
Ann, that's a ferret.
Steph, take a shower. Or at least a deep breath.
Then pick one thing off your to-do list. Just one. Preferably something easy and quick. And do it.
Steph L. - Feb 04, 2014 6:20:24 am PST #8884 of 30002
this mess was yours / now your mess is mine
I'm not getting in the shower while I'm hyperventilating and losing my shit. That can't be a good idea. I'm doing stuff. I am. There's just so much and everyone needs it all now and I am just fucking FAILING at everything so hard. I'm doing stuff. I am.
beth b - Feb 04, 2014 6:23:57 am PST #8885 of 30002
oh joy! Oh Rapture ! I have a brain!
and if you are doing stuff - you are not failing , you just not making everyone happy at the same time
Steph L. - Feb 04, 2014 6:25:21 am PST #8886 of 30002
this mess was yours / now your mess is mine
It's okay. I'm fine. I'm doing stuff. It's okay.
Steph L. - Feb 04, 2014 6:28:07 am PST #8887 of 30002
this mess was yours / now your mess is mine
Sorry. It's okay. It'll be fine. I'm sorry. I'm sorry for losing my shit. It's okay.
beth b - Feb 04, 2014 6:30:28 am PST #8888 of 30002
oh joy! Oh Rapture ! I have a brain!
Where else, Steph? If I lived near you I'd wash your dishes and take Kato for a walk . I won't edit for you - because we all know that would be scary.
I'm getting off line , but I'l check in later
Tom Scola - Feb 04, 2014 6:30:52 am PST #8889 of 30002
Remember that the frontier of the Rebellion is everywhere. And even the smallest act of insurrection pushes our lines forward.
Steph, as far as we're concerned, you're quite welcome to lose your shit whenever you want.