and if you are doing stuff - you are not failing , you just not making everyone happy at the same time
Spike: Heard what happened up top, offing your dad and all. Don't know if you know this, but, uh…I killed my mum. Actually, I'd already killed her, and then she tried to shag me, so I had to-- Wesley: Thank you. I'm…very comforted.
'Lineage'
Spike's Bitches 48: I Say, We Go Out There, and Kick a Little Demon Ass.
[NAFDA] Spike-centric discussion. Lusty, lewd (only occasionally crude), risqué (and frisqué), bawdy (Oh, lawdy!), flirty ('cuz we're purty), raunchy talk inside. Caveat lector.
beth b - Feb 04, 2014 6:23:57 am PST #8885 of 30002
oh joy! Oh Rapture ! I have a brain!
Steph L. - Feb 04, 2014 6:25:21 am PST #8886 of 30002
That which does not kill you should RUN
It's okay. I'm fine. I'm doing stuff. It's okay.
Steph L. - Feb 04, 2014 6:28:07 am PST #8887 of 30002
That which does not kill you should RUN
Sorry. It's okay. It'll be fine. I'm sorry. I'm sorry for losing my shit. It's okay.
beth b - Feb 04, 2014 6:30:28 am PST #8888 of 30002
oh joy! Oh Rapture ! I have a brain!
Where else, Steph? If I lived near you I'd wash your dishes and take Kato for a walk . I won't edit for you - because we all know that would be scary.
I'm getting off line , but I'l check in later
Tom Scola - Feb 04, 2014 6:30:52 am PST #8889 of 30002
Where do you come from? Where do you go? What is your scene, baby? We just gotta know.
Steph, as far as we're concerned, you're quite welcome to lose your shit whenever you want.
Steph L. - Feb 04, 2014 6:32:48 am PST #8890 of 30002
That which does not kill you should RUN
It's fine. I'm sorry.
Ginger - Feb 04, 2014 6:34:57 am PST #8891 of 30002
"It didn't taste good. It tasted soooo horrible. It tasted like....a vodka martini." - Matilda
Do not be sorry. The first rule of Bitches is that venting about anything at any time is not an imposition on anyone.
Steph L. - Feb 04, 2014 6:36:48 am PST #8892 of 30002
That which does not kill you should RUN
It's fine. I'm sorry. It's all fine. It's okay.
Amy - Feb 04, 2014 6:38:15 am PST #8893 of 30002
Because books.
Steph, you don't have to apologize. I know those moments when it's all pressing in and it feels insurmountable are really scary, too. Don't worry about us -- be sure you're okay and calm(ish) now. If not, call one of us, okay?
brenda m - Feb 04, 2014 6:41:47 am PST #8894 of 30002
If you're going through hell/keep on going/don't slow down/keep your fear from showing/you might be gone/'fore the devil even knows you're there
Steph, please please freak out all you want. Or need.
You're not fine. But that's okay. It is okay to be not fine.