Lots of zen to you, smonster.
I'm getting kind of stressy about my interview next week. I haven't done one of these in a while.
Spike ,'The Cautionary Tale of Numero Cinco'
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Lots of zen to you, smonster.
I'm getting kind of stressy about my interview next week. I haven't done one of these in a while.
Wow. I am having a full-on Mercury in retrofrickin'grade moment today. Or whatever the equivalent explanation is for people being laughably disrespectful en masse.
Sheesh.
Zen for Hil and smonster!
I am reading everything lately but not finding many words.
Hil, you are awesome. You will do great at the interviews. Don't stress. Just show off your bad ass self.
Smonster, that's an awesome letter. Good luck with tomorrow.
ION - Today was spent almost all on my feet. Coiling close to a thousand feet of heavy copper cable...while standing, mostly. Arms tired. Legs tired. Body tired. It's nights like this, I wish I had a butler or something. Oy. Spoons, running low. And even with that, I went to Home Depot to get plunger and auger for toilet, and cleared the blockage, so the damn thing flows DOWN. Happiness is a flushing toilet, I tell you what. Now, I just need a new body.
Oh god, I'm sick as hell and I have so much work to do and I'm an enormous failure and Tim never should have married me and we're going to have to live in a cardboard box and it's all my fault because I fail at life totally and Tim deserves so much better than me and I can't talk to him about any of this because it's humiliating and I'm hyperventilating and losing my shit in an epic way right now and I don't have time because I have so much work to do and need to meet Aimee later and I think I'm going to just collapse in a pile of failure and shame. I can't stand this. I need to work and I need to get in the shower and I am losing my mind right now.
We'll help you find your mind later. Get in the shower now. Start with what you can control
Love you, steph
I can't, I don't have time. I have too much work to do and I'm hyperventilating and I can't calm down. I am such a failure at everything.
Will a full on freak out for 15 minutes help? Do you have some ugly dishes to smash?
A shower will clear your head , it is a safe place to cry and scream
If I was there I would do more .