I am alternating between periods of being calm and being a stressball. So much to do. And yet not that much to do immediately.

Dana, we passed on a couple of houses because we didn't want the responsibility of a pool. Good luck finding the perfect place.

sj, if the new therapist doesn't love long-term anti-depressants, does that mean she is big on concrete skills and coping tools? The last therapist I saw was all into this Rogerian, just get 'em talking, doesn't really go anywhere with it, stuff that was not a good fit for me in the long term and I didn't know how to say it was not working for me. Either way, I hope you are able to work with this one and get what you need from her.

I'm hoping that will be the case. There was some mention of acupuncture and nutrition and lots of "inspirational" quotes on the wall, but like I said she seemed nice and I need someone to talk to and I think I can with her.

So far, 2016 is looking like the opening scenes of a disaster movie. (glares sternly at the year) Knock it off, 2016!

Meanwhile, here's a calm video, kittens being tucked in for a nap.

Very sweet kitties. I love a sleeping cat's face.

When I am stressed, I watch this. [link] I am not a mom, but something about it really goes deep. It works like a charm.

Babies! The Blue-point looks a lot like Harvey as a baby, and the two flame-points were like his sisters.

I'm trying unsuccessfully not to freak out. Tim had an appointment scheduled with the pulmonologist for October 11. Then this morning he had the echocardiogram and CT scan of his lungs. This afternoon the pulmonologist's scheduler called Tim and said the pulmonologist wants to see him September 12.

That...doesn't seem good. Why else move up his appointment?

Ooh. That is a little scary, Teppy. But also entirely possible it's something stupid like "oh, the doctor had an opening earlier and Tim was on the list" or "the note in the file said they'd prefer to see him before he starts new RA therapy, and the doc figures he should start sooner not later". If it were something horrible, they'd probably fit him in sooner than two weeks? I hope?

But also entirely possible it's something stupid like "oh, the doctor had an opening earlier and Tim was on the list"

He is on the cancellation list, but the scheduling lady didn't say "Dr So-and-so has a cancellation" (and who cancels 2 weeks out?); she said "Dr So-and-so wants to see you September 12."

If it were something horrible, they'd probably fit him in sooner than two weeks? I hope?

I want to believe that, but I feel like it's something horrible but this is still the soonest they can squeeze him in, because he's a new patient.

I mean, what doctor moves up an already existing appointment to say "Hey, it's all good!"? That doesn't happen.

Tim's test results should be posted online in his healthcare web portal thingie, I would guess in the next day or 2. So we'll probably have some idea of what the results are, sooner than the doctor appointment.

It is possible that they routinely make appointments far out in the future pending test results and after the office is notified that the tests are completed they check the schedule for current openings. That would not be unusual behavior for my physician offices. They don't like to waste time with appointments when the ordered test results aren't complete.