Thank you. I'm glad she got to meet ltc, and I'm sad that ltc won't remember her. We're trying to let go of the anger of finding out on facebook that a close family member died.
I already know what I'm gonna call her. Got a name all picked out...
Mal ,'Out Of Gas'
Spike's Bitches 48: I Say, We Go Out There, and Kick a Little Demon Ass.
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sj - Jul 10, 2016 6:07:54 am PDT #25385 of 30002
"There are few hours in life more agreeable than the hour dedicated to the ceremony known as afternoon tea."
Zenkitty - Jul 10, 2016 6:14:30 am PDT #25386 of 30002
Every now and then, I think I might actually be a little odd.
Oh, sj, I'm sorry for your loss, and also sorry for the way you found out. That's not the way to do it, family.
WindSparrow - Jul 10, 2016 8:44:42 am PDT #25387 of 30002
Love is stronger than death and harder than sorrow. Those who practice it are fierce like the light of stars traveling eons to pierce the night.
How very sad, sj.
Calli - Jul 10, 2016 9:09:33 am PDT #25388 of 30002
I must obey the inscrutable exhortations of my soul—Calvin and Hobbs
I'm sorry, sj.
beth b - Jul 10, 2016 7:40:37 pm PDT #25389 of 30002
oh joy! Oh Rapture ! I have a brain!
I'm so sorry,sj
sj - Jul 11, 2016 5:30:10 am PDT #25390 of 30002
"There are few hours in life more agreeable than the hour dedicated to the ceremony known as afternoon tea."
I'm feeling bad that we didn't get to say goodbye to Aunt C. We thought we were going to lose her several times before and we always visited her in the hospital, but there was no warning this time. It's always sudden. I'm sad that ltc won't remember her.
askye - Jul 11, 2016 11:12:39 am PDT #25391 of 30002
Thrive to spite them
I'm sorry SJ.
And ltc won't have first hand memories but she'll be able to share your memories.
Pix - Jul 11, 2016 11:41:36 am PDT #25392 of 30002
The status is NOT quo.
I'm very sorry for your loss, sj.
Burrell - Jul 11, 2016 1:36:21 pm PDT #25393 of 30002
Why did Darth Vader cross the road? To get to the Dark Side!
I'm sorry sj
askye - Jul 11, 2016 5:45:41 pm PDT #25394 of 30002
Thrive to spite them
So tomorrow I see the dentist.
I'm freaked out about what will happen. But I told them on the phone my issues, i have earbuds. I'll probably listen to Hamilton if I need to. I have therapy before.
Thankfully dentists don't take blood pressure. I went to the doctor today about my toe nail (verdict it looks fine, it hurts becuase the new nail is pushing the older part out, come back in two weeks) but my bp at the beginning was 143 over something. Sot hey checked it at the end and after breathing exercises it wa down to 137. They let me go.
I need to remember to take earbuds with me there because the waiting room is always noisy and then at one point I could hear the staff talking about the changes to their insurance plans and some stories about difficulties dealing with it and I'm pretty sure that's what I got things so bad.
But Wednesday I'm going to meet... I guess I can say a friend,. someone I met in group therapy... to do art at my therapists.