Maria, sink down into your family's love. I can't even fathom what you are going through. Please know we love you and will do whatever we can. We can't do what you most need, but we will do what you most 2ndly need -- we will love you.
You all gonna be here when I wake up?
Mal ,'Out Of Gas'
Spike's Bitches 47: Someone Dangerous Could Get In
[NAFDA] Spike-centric discussion. Lusty, lewd (only occasionally crude), risqué (and frisqué), bawdy (Oh, lawdy!), flirty ('cuz we're purty), raunchy talk inside. Caveat lector.
Topic!Cindy - Feb 13, 2012 6:04:01 pm PST #7256 of 30001
What is even happening?
smonster - Feb 13, 2012 6:05:10 pm PST #7257 of 30001
We won’t stop until everyone is gay.
What Cindy said so fabulously well.
(Cindy!!)
Zenkitty - Feb 13, 2012 6:21:55 pm PST #7258 of 30001
Every now and then, I think I might actually be a little odd.
Oh, Maria, I'm so very sorry.
Sean K - Feb 13, 2012 6:34:16 pm PST #7259 of 30001
You can't leave me to my own devices; my devices are Nap and Eat. -Zenkitty
Oh, Maria.
Cass - Feb 13, 2012 6:56:12 pm PST #7260 of 30001
Bob's learned to live with tragedy, but he knows that this tragedy is one that won't ever leave him or get better.
Maria, my deepest sympathies. I am so sorry. Please lean on anyone you need, including us. So, so sorry.
We're going to the vet on Friday. I'm actually going out of town for the weekend and I'm boarding him there. Maybe that's a good thing. They'll be able to observe him pretty closely for three days.
The vet should be able to give you ways to see even hidden pain. And it's hard. But you are a good cat owner and will make the difficult, unselfish choices, I know.
Maria - Feb 13, 2012 7:09:02 pm PST #7261 of 30001
Not so nice is that I'm about to ruin a Friday morning for a bunch of people because of a series of unfortunate events and an upset foreign government. - shrift
I don't know how to do this myself. I don't want to sleep. All I see is him when I found him when I close my eyes.
Amy - Feb 13, 2012 7:14:04 pm PST #7262 of 30001
Because books.
Maria, is someone there with you? Can you take something to help you sleep?
Just breathe. We're all here.
JZ - Feb 13, 2012 7:14:12 pm PST #7263 of 30001
See? I gave everybody here an opportunity to tell me what a bad person I am and nobody did, because I fuckin' rule.
{{{{Maria}}}}
If I could take that vision out of your brain and just have it for you for a while so you could close your eyes and get some peaceful rest, I would do it. I'd give it back, because it is your life and your memory; I'd just borrow it for a while so you could have a few hours of gentle quiet.
SuziQ - Feb 13, 2012 7:14:15 pm PST #7264 of 30001
Back tattoos of the mother is that you are absolutely right - Ame
Oh Maria. My thoughts are with you.
beth b - Feb 13, 2012 7:14:23 pm PST #7265 of 30001
oh joy! Oh Rapture ! I have a brain!
We are with you in spirit--and I'll keep checking in