I don't know how to do this myself. I don't want to sleep. All I see is him when I found him when I close my eyes.
Actually, I was thinking it would be sort of like a pet. You know, we could...we could name her Trixie, or Miss Kitty Fantastico, or something.
Tara ,'Empty Places'
Spike's Bitches 47: Someone Dangerous Could Get In
[NAFDA] Spike-centric discussion. Lusty, lewd (only occasionally crude), risqué (and frisqué), bawdy (Oh, lawdy!), flirty ('cuz we're purty), raunchy talk inside. Caveat lector.
Maria - Feb 13, 2012 7:09:02 pm PST #7261 of 30001
Not so nice is that I'm about to ruin a Friday morning for a bunch of people because of a series of unfortunate events and an upset foreign government. - shrift
Amy - Feb 13, 2012 7:14:04 pm PST #7262 of 30001
Because books.
Maria, is someone there with you? Can you take something to help you sleep?
Just breathe. We're all here.
JZ - Feb 13, 2012 7:14:12 pm PST #7263 of 30001
See? I gave everybody here an opportunity to tell me what a bad person I am and nobody did, because I fuckin' rule.
{{{{Maria}}}}
If I could take that vision out of your brain and just have it for you for a while so you could close your eyes and get some peaceful rest, I would do it. I'd give it back, because it is your life and your memory; I'd just borrow it for a while so you could have a few hours of gentle quiet.
SuziQ - Feb 13, 2012 7:14:15 pm PST #7264 of 30001
Back tattoos of the mother is that you are absolutely right - Ame
Oh Maria. My thoughts are with you.
beth b - Feb 13, 2012 7:14:23 pm PST #7265 of 30001
oh joy! Oh Rapture ! I have a brain!
We are with you in spirit--and I'll keep checking in
Connie Neil - Feb 13, 2012 7:14:27 pm PST #7266 of 30001
brillig
This may be one of those times when booze is helpful, if it doesn't override your ability to control the images in your mind.
Liese S. - Feb 13, 2012 7:15:10 pm PST #7267 of 30001
"Faded like the lilac, he thought."
Oh, darling, I know this is going to be so hard. Give yourself permission to do whatever you need to right now. We are here for you.
Maria - Feb 13, 2012 7:23:25 pm PST #7268 of 30001
Not so nice is that I'm about to ruin a Friday morning for a bunch of people because of a series of unfortunate events and an upset foreign government. - shrift
I'm at my parents in PA. And I don't want to take anything. This would be the first time and I'm afraid of a reaction or fucked up dreams.
DCJensen - Feb 13, 2012 7:23:58 pm PST #7269 of 30001
All is well that ends in pizza.
{{{{Maria}}}}
DavidS - Feb 13, 2012 7:26:42 pm PST #7270 of 30001
"Look, son, if it's good enough for Shirley Bassey, it's good enough for you."
And I don't want to take anything.
Three Ibuprofen, or Benadryl would help you sleep and wouldn't cause any crazy reactions.
Oh, you need rest.