Glengoyne.

I hate that everyone is sick! It's that season, I guess. Blecch.

Chalk me up as also stressed and busy and sick, though my digestive system seems to finally be getting back to normal. Also, spending nights with D cuts down on my posting time.

Speaking of, had another insecurity freakout after he left this morning. I think I need to touch base with him about a couple of things, which I may not get to do until Saturday, if then! It's probably all fine. We just don't quite speak each others' languages yet, I think, and I don't mean Russian v. English.

Crappy morning. Frankie had an accident overnight, and instead of peeing on any one of the FOUR puppy pads out, peed on my goddamn yoga mat. Left late for work, got ten minutes away, realized I didn't have my knife or wallet. Went back for them, got to work half an hour late, realized I had also left my cooler with my water and lunch. That + freakout = shitty morning. But I powered through, thanks to my pissed off chick music, and am home eating my lunch. Had to come back over this way anyway to go by the hardware store.

Having a v. hard time getting my ass up and back to work. C'mon, girl. Let's go.

Oh look. A panic attack. Awesome. May be muscle tension induced, going to try a quick stretch.

((( Smonster ))) Not sure what else to say.

deep breaths while you strech - we are your support.

You too, Erin O . The number of times I've wanted to tell, bosses coaches , etc, that sometimes a little praise ( even if the word is better) will do more that snide , sarcastic or accusatory remarks...

and my grocery buying was not influenced by buffistas. pumpkin ale brie nope no influence

{{{{{smonster}}}}} Calm~ma.

Add TCG to the list of the sick. He came home from work early; I can count on one hand the number of times he has done this so he really must be feeling crappy.

I went to coffee with thessaly today, we took a quick run to the market, and then I stopped at the supermarket on the way home. All my spoons are gone; I'm glad I made enough chili yesterday for a small army.

Yikes, smonster! You going to the neighborhood thing tonight? I am not up for the whole thing this year, but if you wanted to meet there I could give you a present and a hug!

I hope your day improves, smonster.

It's a beautiful fall day in NC. I'd kinda like to be outside in it instead of looking at it through the window.

Sending hugs to erin and smonster.

What I did last week:

• Go to San Francisco
• Get sick
• Nothing else

What I have done yesterday and today:

• gone to work
• gone grocery shopping
• cooked dinner
• had real estate forms notarized and sent out overnight
• paid bills for old house and new
• got a list of mental heath care providers in my area
• ordered shoes from Zappos and clothes from Lands End
• reordered checks (which is apparently more complex than I could have ever dreamed)
• called in AND picked up prescriptions
• everyday tasks like laundry, dishwasher, catbox scooping, trash, and recycling

In conclusion: I am exhausted.