WOW, flashback.
You guys had a riot? On account of me? A real riot?
Jayne ,'Jaynestown'
Spike's Bitches 46: Don't I get a cookie?
[NAFDA] Spike-centric discussion. Lusty, lewd (only occasionally crude), risqué (and frisqué), bawdy (Oh, lawdy!), flirty ('cuz we're purty), raunchy talk inside. Caveat lector.
Dana - Oct 15, 2010 3:56:44 pm PDT #5847 of 30000
I'm terrifically busy with my ennui.
brenda m - Oct 15, 2010 4:10:06 pm PDT #5848 of 30000
If you're going through hell/keep on going/don't slow down/keep your fear from showing/you might be gone/'fore the devil even knows you're there
Not the only one.
sj - Oct 15, 2010 4:15:04 pm PDT #5849 of 30000
"There are few hours in life more agreeable than the hour dedicated to the ceremony known as afternoon tea."
{{{{{Sean}}}}} I'm so sorry you went through.
Barb much -ma for dealing with the crazy lady.
quester - Oct 15, 2010 4:31:53 pm PDT #5850 of 30000
Danger is my middle name, only I spell it R. u. t. h. - Tina Belcher.
Sean, the same thing happened to me in grad school and the damage still lingers 26 years later. I empathize so deeply that I'm posting through tears that are not all on your account.
I can tell you that it is survivable. I would like to say it gets better, but I'm still alone and reluctant to even try to get involved again.
My hope is that the good people here are a comfort to you that I never had. And that their help will bring you more hope than I feel.
sj - Oct 15, 2010 4:43:17 pm PDT #5851 of 30000
"There are few hours in life more agreeable than the hour dedicated to the ceremony known as afternoon tea."
Today was the rehersal dinner and a very emotional day. I'm beat.
Barb - Oct 15, 2010 5:29:31 pm PDT #5852 of 30000
“Not dead yet!”
Thanks for the ~ma, guys. And sorry I've been so sunk into the whacked out me-ness that I've been a bad Buffista family member.
Sean, I've not met you in person (not for lack of trying, mind you), but itpisses me off that anyone would try to speak for me, and that terrible woman saying that no one likes you has way fucking overstepped her bounds. I like you in all the ways that matter. I think you're fiercely intelligent and thoughtful and articulate and just a nice person. I don't expect that these words will make any difference or serve as anything more than maybe a temporary balm, but I wanted you to know that in my world, these are the things that matter.
Sean K - Oct 15, 2010 5:33:10 pm PDT #5853 of 30000
You can't leave me to my own devices; my devices are Nap and Eat. -Zenkitty
I really do not want to be here working this shitty show with this shitty stage manager. Aside from all the stuff that's already making this a joyless chore, tonight the restaurant I tried to get dinner from took my order and then fucked off, so I get no dinner.
I don't want to be here. I want to be home in bed crying.
Sean K - Oct 15, 2010 5:33:26 pm PDT #5854 of 30000
You can't leave me to my own devices; my devices are Nap and Eat. -Zenkitty
Thanks, Barb.
Connie Neil - Oct 15, 2010 5:51:17 pm PDT #5855 of 30000
brillig
I don't understand people who spend years on playing mind games on someone. What the hell is the reward for something like this? Is there nothing else in their lives that will give them any pleasure? Wastes of protoplasm. And when there are people who could make such better use of their organs, too.
sj - Oct 15, 2010 5:54:46 pm PDT #5856 of 30000
"There are few hours in life more agreeable than the hour dedicated to the ceremony known as afternoon tea."
Sean, if I haven't said it recently, I'd really like to meet you f2f someday.
My nephew J didn't really know who I was when I saw him today. This really shouldn't be any surprise to me, but I am still crying like an idiot.