Thanks, Barb.
Dr. Walsh ,'Potential'
Spike's Bitches 46: Don't I get a cookie?
[NAFDA] Spike-centric discussion. Lusty, lewd (only occasionally crude), risqué (and frisqué), bawdy (Oh, lawdy!), flirty ('cuz we're purty), raunchy talk inside. Caveat lector.
I don't understand people who spend years on playing mind games on someone. What the hell is the reward for something like this? Is there nothing else in their lives that will give them any pleasure? Wastes of protoplasm. And when there are people who could make such better use of their organs, too.
Sean, if I haven't said it recently, I'd really like to meet you f2f someday.
My nephew J didn't really know who I was when I saw him today. This really shouldn't be any surprise to me, but I am still crying like an idiot.
{{{{{sj}}}}
I sacrificed a lot some years to afford Christmas presents for my nephews in Ohio after I had moved to Arizona on the grounds that at least once a year, my siblings would have to say, "Now this is from your Aunt Andi, you know, the one who lives in the desert and likes cats...." Because I feared that same heartbreak, sj.
Sean, I hate that people have the power to harm us in ways like that, so deeply, so permanently - when the best thing to do would be to erase their importance from our lives, by erasing the dirty footprints they leave on our hearts and minds - not allowing the damage to exist. But we don't work that way. The damage gets done, and there is no way to pay them back properly for what they have done. You did not deserve what you have suffered. You don't deserve the continuing pain. I hope that someday you will have a satisfying life, and can be proud that you did not let this kill you.
WS, I send gifts and call, but he was 18 months when they moved and I have only seen he a couple of times since. He's five now and I think his associations to me are vague. D was much older when he moved and I hope will always remember all the times we spent together going to the movies, etc. And of course my brain automatically has to keep thinking of more said things like the fact that T's future kids won't know me either and mine won't know her. Stupid brain.
Test~ma, Aims!
sj, it's just hitting me: is tomorrow your wedding???
Testing~ma for you, Aims.
No, my BFF's wedding. TCG and I are getting married November 12th.
Aims, I have zero doubt that you will knock this shit on its ass.