{{smonster}}
Illyria: We cling to what is gone. Is there anything in this life but grief? Wesley: There's love. There's hope...for some. There's hope that you'll find something worthy...that your life will lead you to some joy...that after everything...you can still be surprised. Illyria: Is that enough? Is that enough to live on?
'Shells'
Spike's Bitches 45: That sure as hell wasn't in the brochure.
[NAFDA] Spike-centric discussion. Lusty, lewd (only occasionally crude), risqué (and frisqué), bawdy (Oh, lawdy!), flirty ('cuz we're purty), raunchy talk inside. Caveat lector.
Polter-Cow - Dec 04, 2009 4:27:07 pm PST #2415 of 30000
What else besides ramen can you scoop? YOU CAN SCOOP THIS WORLD FROM DARKNESS!
smonster - Dec 04, 2009 4:35:18 pm PST #2416 of 30000
We won’t stop until everyone is gay.
I'm okay. I'm with amyth, Calli, and other friends. Which is a good thing, b/c after the angry email came the pleading email. "If you ever cared about me, please call me now..." It's hard to be strong.
The good thing about breaking up with a hermit is that he won't drive to my house and I won't run into him around town.
Laura - Dec 04, 2009 5:12:50 pm PST #2417 of 30000
Our wings are not tired.
{{smonster}} Try to not read the emails for the 3 days.
libkitty - Dec 04, 2009 5:29:03 pm PST #2418 of 30000
Embrace the idea that we are the leaders we've been looking for. Grace Lee Boggs
I just skipped ahead from somewhere in Bitch 44, or maybe 43. It has been that long. I don't even know if this was posted in here, but I just read Trudy's COMM of Erin, and I just had to say...
I adore Erin's father, too.
And Erin.
This just warmed the cockles of my librarian heart.
If you haven't already, go read it: Trudy Booth "Coffee On My Monitor Again" Dec 4, 2009 12:39:03 pm PST
DavidS - Dec 04, 2009 5:42:34 pm PST #2419 of 30000
"Look, son, if it's good enough for Shirley Bassey, it's good enough for you."
The hard part's over (I hope), smonster. I do think it might be a good idea to not read the emails for your radio silence period. It's for you as well as him. Just put some emotional space in there.
askye - Dec 04, 2009 5:48:25 pm PST #2420 of 30000
Thrive to spite them
(((smonster)))
I know it's hard but it's the right thing.
DavidS - Dec 04, 2009 5:49:34 pm PST #2421 of 30000
"Look, son, if it's good enough for Shirley Bassey, it's good enough for you."
And for what it's worth, smonster, I don't feel judgmental at all. Just concern for you. I'm sorry you have to go through such an emotionally wrenching experience.
askye - Dec 04, 2009 5:56:01 pm PST #2422 of 30000
Thrive to spite them
So, I got a call from the doctor's office at lunch.
The CT Scan was normal. The nurse was confused when I did not sound happy about this -- I told her I'm still having pain!!! And then was confused when I wanted to make a follow up appointment with the doctor.
So I'll see him on 11:15 am Tuesday. I'm going to write up everything and talk to him about what's going on and what my options are. Because of my history with kidney/bladder problems I really think it's related to that.
WindSparrow - Dec 04, 2009 6:09:45 pm PST #2423 of 30000
Love is stronger than death and harder than sorrow. Those who practice it are fierce like the light of stars traveling eons to pierce the night.
{{{{{smonster}}}}}
{{{{{askye}}}}}
amych - Dec 04, 2009 6:16:20 pm PST #2424 of 30000
Now let us crush something soft and watch it fountain blood. That is a girlish thing to want to do, yes?
smonster, baby, I'm coming in a little late, but I wouldn't judge you in a million years -- I'm just glad you've got amyth and Calli and all the remote love of the Buffistae coming at you.
askye, I'm wishing *very* hard for you to have some kind of an answer, and soon!