I'm staying away from TWOP for the very reason that I cannot take the brotherly bond crap that goes on there.

I just realized Sam is also going to have to pull together our Angel too. He's got a lot of shattered pieces to keep a hold of.

I really hope he grabbed the amulet.

You don't think that "exclusive" was April Fool's day related?

Doh! ::is embarrassed::

Exclusive Season 6 Scoop.

That was really amusing.

I can't wait to see how TWOP handles commenting on this episode, since they're not allowed to talk about the brotherly bond.

ita told me about that last night. (I don't TWOP).

That's one of the stupider things I've heard lately. Way to not understand the show AT ALL.

There are enough people on TWOP who are incapable of discussing the brotherly relationship without degenerating into craxy Sam vs. Dean ism that they had to put a stop to it.

ETA: Perhaps they will unite with newly encouraged John-hating.

The Bobby-hating from last week actually led into Sam-hate.

But John. John, John, John. Drunk, arguing with wife, implied beating of son at unstated age. How far you've fallen since last we saw you, with the innocent eyes and grim determination.

I've rewatched five times. Is that too much? Should I erase it from my dvr because I don't think I can stop? So much new food for fan fic and so much pain.

Hi. I intend to be hanging out in the greenhouse with Joshua until the season ends. I'll...pass him the secaturs, and mist the orchids, or something.

Dood, I'll be in the garden with Bev and Joshua! I know there are issues but mad props to the casting of this show and its guest stars. So much power delivered in such a soft spoken voice. I was in awe and he wasn't even the real Jesus/Joshua. Dude would have me going to church.

At the time of watching, Wee!Sam hugging Dean probably got the most immediate, visceral, allergy-laden response from me.

On the rewatch this was the first time I cried. But it didn't hit me until Wee!Sam was dancing around in pure delight and Dean had on his happy face.

(I don't TWOP).

I can't with this show. I get too defensive and end up sticking my tongue out at the monitor and thinking the posters are stupidheads.

There are enough people on TWOP who are incapable of discussing the brotherly relationship without degenerating into craxy Sam vs. Dean ism that they had to put a stop to it.

I get why the mods did it. Just stupid that they had to.

But John. John, John, John. Drunk, arguing with wife, implied beating of son at unstated age. How far you've fallen since last we saw you, with the innocent eyes and grim determination.

I choose that John yelled at him, like we saw when the monster almost got Wee!Sam. They've never hinted at beatings or any other type of physical abuse and as quick as Sam is to remember the drinking, I can't think that wouldn't have come up before now. "When Dad got home" and the implied look from Dean to me meant words were exchanged such as "you were supposed to be looking out for him" which would have hurt Dean more than any slap. I haven't heard anything in canon to make me think John physically abused the boys.

I also think that John and Mary are together as soulmates which is why neither have been found. A two day cooling off period in a young marriage is very very mild. But it would have been traumatic from a childs POV. Not so much for Mary and John. I'm not saying it indeed was a perfect marriage and fully believe that it is more real in Dean's eyes now. However that little bit didn't destroy the picture that I had of John and Mary's love story. It just gave it depth and room for make up sex.

I think Theresa and I share the same brain wrt John and Mary. It felt less like an "I'm leaving" fight than a single blowing up to the point where one party had to get the hell out for whatever reason--either for fear of making things worse or needing time to deal.

I did have a couple of other thoughts re. the timing of the John-Mary fight. One, Sam was no doubt still an infant, so whatever blew up, it had to have been bad enough for John to leave not just his wife and four-year-old son, but his newborn son for a few days.

If Mary remembered the YED, then chances are, she'd have been getting very worried in early 1983. Weren't her parents killed in early May of that year? And Sammy born 10 years later to the day? I can imagine things getting VERY tense in that household, and I can also imagine scenarios where Mary's past might have come bubbling up.

The other thought that struck me about John and Mary is that they were together and seemed to be quite happy in the pilot. So, they were probably in the first flush of feeling like hey, maybe they were getting things right and settling some issues when... Or maybe things were still being patched up. Either way, ouch.

Going back to Sam and Dean, one thing I loved was how quickly Sam realized that his flashback to departure night was going to hurt Dean very badly, and how he tried to skip past the whole thing to spare Dean. I do think that Sam is in a much, much better headspace right now than either Dean OR Castiel--which is very much not what I would have expected going into this season. At the end, he came across as being very determined. Determined to fix things, maybe?

It did look like Castiel was hearing something after saying "I believed in--" Either that or it could have been an epiphany about the fact that he had to make his own decisions now. I am very interested to see where he goes from here.

So, so good to see Ash again. I'd bet cash money that he and Sam were using the Heavenly Police Scanner to try to track down Jo and Ellen.