I've read a fair amount of schmoop, because people seem to be CRAZY. I don't back button out until Dean does something like pledge to be chaste out of love, or something. I don't get the schmoop urges, and curtainfic doesn't satisfy me at all.
My incest squick has proven pretty inviolate, although I'm down with All About Dean Dark Sassy. No dirty touching between the boys. I just can't go there.
They can be everything else in the world to each other--they should be. But I don't get crossing that physical line without compulsion, and under compulsion I can't imagine it being satisfying for me.
Hat pattern named for Cas.
And so sad after I just re-watched the one where they go to heaven and find out all of Sam's happy memories are Dean-less.
That episode doesn't make me sad any longer, it only irritates me since I have firmly planted myself in the "Zachariah manipulated everything that happened there" camp. Zachariah made the guys see what he wanted them to see in order to evoke the responses he wanted, and it worked. I'm sure those particular episodes were happy ones for Sam, but I really doubt they were Sam's happiest memories ever. And I really, truly, sincerely doubt that what we saw were Dean's happiest memories (really, seeing his Mommy arguing with his Daddy -- for a little boy that would by scary or sad). Surely some other Mary-related moment would come in higher. Or maybe the first time he got to drive, or being handed the keys to the Impala, or killing his first evil thing, or saving someone for the first time... The scene where Zachariah was fondling Mary was enough of a clue for me that he was directing everything that they were seeing there.
My gateway to wincest was the falling-down funny Bad Blood. Also astolat, and a rec from Matt.
Dammit, reception is not playing nice tonight. I get glimpses of the boys but no sound! And it looks like an episode I haven't seen!
Stupid basement reception and stupid windy weather!
The Mafia soup kitchen fic has been updated! Hurrah! Happy new year!
Boy, where are Sam and Dean when you need them?
At least if you do get word to them, you'll be sending them my way!
Heh. Just watch, Misha will be back in politics. [link]
Oh Amy, that can't be good. Dude, I wonder if I have a stash of rock salt.
