mmm... now I want blondies
Spike's Bitches 43: Who am I kidding? I love to brag.
[NAFDA] Spike-centric discussion. Lusty, lewd (only occasionally crude), risqué (and frisqué), bawdy (Oh, lawdy!), flirty ('cuz we're purty), raunchy talk inside. Caveat lector.
but I had a sudden nostalgic desire for butterscotch oaties
We called that an oatmeal scottie.
I am feeling like a failed grown-up right now.
What's wrong?
I am feeling like a failed grown-up right now.
Did you drink too much in Silverlake AND litter? Because the bar here is pretty high today...
::puts cool cloths on heads of GC and DW::
I am feeling like a failed grown-up right now.
Even if that were true (which it's not), it doesn't mean you get demoted back to high school. For which we can all be thankful. Particularly GC because she'd be grounded for the next two months.
Since you don't have a choice about being a grown-up you might as well take care of the things that need to be taken care of tomorrow.
Also, bug, you really are the least reliable judge of yourself. Which you well know from therapy. Your standards are so unrealistic you live in an almost constant state of failing. Which has nothing to do what you have or haven't accomplished, and a lot to do with your expectations.
:: checks prices for flights to Isreal ::
Shir, C'mon over. I won't be eating any of them. Today is closing for the show, so I made the choco chips for the crew. But I'll happily bake/cook for you. I make brownies too. And quiche (once, but it was good), lasagna, and and... Aw shit, now I'm hungry and I have to go to work.
VW, you ok?? What happened??
It's mostly/kind of relationship stuff. I'm bad at letting myself depend on other people. CBD is helping me with some stuff that is filled with baggage for me (money, actually), and it freaks me out that he won't be able to handle it, and he'll leave...or that I'll lose independence that I've fought so hard for.
{{{vw}}} just because.
Since all sorts of baking goodies are appearing for the holidays, I suspect I'll be making a batch of the Black Forest cookies I only make at this time of year. They're basically a very chunky oatmeal cookie with chocolate chips, chopped dried cherries, pecans, and coconut and with a kirsch glaze drizzled over them while they're still warm.
They're seriously of the nom and I don't even like oatmeal cookies as a rule.
((((vw))))