It's something the biofeedback guy encourages, burrell. I see his point.
Also, if I'm honestly over the post-concussive syndrome (even if I'm not, training is only about my extra pain MSBELLE), then this might be it...either way, no one's working on a cure. Pain management is about temporary relief, biofeedback is about lesser but more long term stuff, and the neurologist is trying to find me the right medication. Even the right meds aren't a cure--at best they're juggling negative side effects.
No, I take that back. The acupuncturist is. I wish him luck. The PT was too, but I was never feeling any progress there, just a lot of extra pain. And, well, maybe no PT for a little while. Making my limbs or back hurt is one thing. If new PT involves causing headaches too--I don't know how to get started with that again.
Yikes, ita. Well I hope that there is some attenuation of the pain at least. This seems, well, it seems like a LOT of pain on a daily basis. You're a stronger woman than I am, that's all I can say.
Plus, BROWN BELT!
I agree with Burrell, ita. That all sucks. I wish there seemed to be more hope for a cure.
I am a motherfucking brown belt. There is that.
As for the rest, and the theoretical strength? Eh. I don't want it to hurt this much, and I'm terrified of the pain, and I'm terrified of the excisions it's making in my life. At some point, I lost the energy for anything other than periodic railing against the universe.
And now I have to go. It seems my head has just found a new way to hurt, and I'd rather explore this strange sensation lying down in the dark.
Physiology is highly stupid.
Night ita. I hope you feel better in the morning.
Here's to a good rest, ita. You too, Perkins.
I just watched the most dumbass queen evah confront larry mcmurty about the meaning of wuv.
Come on, you all wanna touch me now. the only thing that would have made it more surreal is if McMurty was juggling geese at the time.
Everyone dies alone. This cheery message was brought to you by the League of Evil Posters.
Wow, Gus. I know you've moved into the bitter, harsh cynical place. But to post that after someone posts that it hit close to home, especially at a time when a slew of people have been posting about losses to their families. That just seems really insensitive in the best of circumstances and cruel in the worst.
the only thing that would have made it more surreal is if McMurty was juggling geese at the time.
or pesto chicken sausages on baguettes might have worked. I dig that McMurtry, as a result of his years and his writing, gets to be terse man. Diana Ossana is actually more lovely in person than she appeared at the Golden Globes.
I think Gus was responding to Trudy. I could be wrong.
Hmm... I guess since his posts follows this one msbelle "Natter 42, the Universe, and Everything" Jan 30, 2006 6:38:44 pm PST and is roughly addressing something that happens on the GA that msbelle is talking about, I assumed that it was about that.
And given ita's response here: ita "Natter 42, the Universe, and Everything" Jan 30, 2006 9:21:50 pm PST I don't think I'm the only one who read it that way.
