When you look back at this, in the three seconds it'll take you to turn to dust, I think you'll find the mistake was touching my stuff.

Buffy ,'Lessons'


Spike's Bitches 28: For the Safety of Puppies...and Christmas!  

[NAFDA] Spike-centric discussion. Lusty, lewd (only occasionally crude), risque (and frisque), bawdy (Oh, lawdy!), flirty ('cuz we're purty), raunchy talk inside. Caveat lector.


P.M. Marc - Dec 16, 2005 2:36:51 pm PST #327 of 10001
So come, my friends, be not afraid/We are so lightly here/It is in love that we are made; In love we disappear

Cass, no Google allowed.

EVEN after the get a firm diagnosis. NO GOOGLE. None.

People are good. Have people.


Spidra Webster - Dec 16, 2005 2:40:06 pm PST #328 of 10001
I wish I could just go somewhere to get flensed but none of the whaling ships near me take Medicare.

(((Cass)))


askye - Dec 16, 2005 2:40:44 pm PST #329 of 10001
Thrive to spite them

((Cass)))


Jessica - Dec 16, 2005 2:45:43 pm PST #330 of 10001
If I want to become a cloud of bats, does each bat need a separate vaccination?

EVEN after the get a firm diagnosis. NO GOOGLE. None.

Listen to the Plei, for she is wise.


brenda m - Dec 16, 2005 2:46:35 pm PST #331 of 10001
If you're going through hell/keep on going/don't slow down/keep your fear from showing/you might be gone/'fore the devil even knows you're there

They have very tasty chi-chi sliders at the Peninsula. Three eeny ones, taller than they are wide. One with gorgonzola, one with brie, and one with aged cheddar. Teh Yum.


brenda m - Dec 16, 2005 2:47:07 pm PST #332 of 10001
If you're going through hell/keep on going/don't slow down/keep your fear from showing/you might be gone/'fore the devil even knows you're there

Cass, 'ma to you and your family. And no googling.


Cass - Dec 16, 2005 3:02:38 pm PST #333 of 10001
Bob's learned to live with tragedy, but he knows that this tragedy is one that won't ever leave him or get better.

I'm not googling. (repeat as needed) I just wish I *knew* what was going on and what was going to happen. And I know that googling will honestly get me none of that, but the lure of some information is powerful. I'm not googling though. It's my mantra.

Sleep isn't working out so I am going to grab a shower and go from there It's just that I feel so disconnected right now.

beth, that is one effective day you've had there.


Betsy HP - Dec 16, 2005 3:09:08 pm PST #334 of 10001
If I only had a brain...

When dealing with possible diagnoses, Google is a very, very, very bad resource. A couple of weeks ago I convinced myself I was coming down with either myasthenia gravis or diabetes based on eyesight deterioration.

Do not go there, for it is uggggllllleee.

Once you have a concrete diagnosis, it's a different matter.


Cass - Dec 16, 2005 3:14:04 pm PST #335 of 10001
Bob's learned to live with tragedy, but he knows that this tragedy is one that won't ever leave him or get better.

It's a week for the blood test for the colon cancer but it's apparently very accurate at least. I think we'll know basics before then from the bone scans and MRIs and the myriad of other tests. Maybe not where the cancer came from, but at least where it is and if there are treatment options. Just ... frustrating.

I really don't feel like being social tonight but the lure of a fireplace is winning me over. And that I can show up there in yoga pants. It's the Casual Friday of friendships.


JZ - Dec 16, 2005 3:20:18 pm PST #336 of 10001
See? I gave everybody here an opportunity to tell me what a bad person I am and nobody did, because I fuckin' rule.

(((Cass)))

(((Cass's grandma)))

I really don't feel like being social tonight but the lure of a fireplace is winning me over. And that I can show up there in yoga pants. It's the Casual Friday of friendships.

Fireplace, yoga pants, Casual Friday: all of that sounds comforting and nourishing and very much of the good. Infinitely more so than staying home not-googling.