Sorry, sj.

Apropos of nothing - I have just done a little adding up, and I'm kind of pole-axed to realise that I have written around 140,000 words since January. I mean, I realise that for plenty of people that's no biggie, but given how little fanfic I've written for the past couple of years, it strikes me as kind of insane.

I've written 60,000 words in the last 3 weeks, for fuck's sakes.

stares at muse.

Wow. Guess I really like Season 4 of Supernatural, then.

Wow. Guess I really like Season 4 of Supernatural, then.

And we like that you like Season 4.

And don't forget the podfics! I'd never gotten into them but I've been flying a lot recently so I've been listening to some of yours and really enjoying them.

Season 4 is just excellent.

Man, I've totally flung self-restraint to the winds, and have been watching the episodes on the disk my friend sent me from the UK. Have now seen 4.11 through 4.14. Oh, boys.

(And the funny thing is that, although I'm just finishing this huge story that ended up all Wincesty, and although I'm good with that within the story, and buy it within the context of that particular story, I still totally don't see it on the screen, or ship it. At all.)

I still totally don't see it on the screen, or ship it. At all.

t sits next to Fay

Even if I did see the Wincest, I wouldn't want to, because I don't see any way in which it would be healthy for them. Frankly, despite the narrative/emotional appeal of their tight bond, they need--well, Dean needs, mostly--to get more emotional and psychological independence. And they're sufficiently enculturated that neither of them would think that fucking his brother was actually a good thing, a proper thing. It would be like a really ugly addiction, you know, and they'd both be filled with self-disgust and loathing.

Although I could almost see Sam at the moment trying to convince himself of it, with his whole "We're different," schtick. But it wouldn't work, and they'd both be miserable, and I don't want to watch that.

Erm. That was a bit teal-deery. Which is not to say all y'all who like the Wincest shouldn't read it. It's just so totally not my beautiful cake.

I realized the other night, talking to my brother on the phone, that he really does sound just like Dean, tonally and word choice. Yet another reason why Wincest ain't never going to work for me.

Yeah, I'm more or less with Suela. I've read stories where I could totally see it, but generally that implies and world and boys who are seriously even more completely fucked up than what we see on the screen. Dean especially, I think - I can't concieve of it not utterly destroying his whole sense of self, and I can't see a remotely healthly Sam going there either, though you're right that current Sam might be able to talk himself down some ugly roads.

(And the funny thing is that, although I'm just finishing this huge story that ended up all Wincesty, and although I'm good with that within the story, and buy it within the context of that particular story, I still totally don't see it on the screen, or ship it. At all.)

nods

I've been reading Fay's story, and enjoying it like crazy, but ... yeah. I don't read Wincest, and I don't see it on screen at all. But it makes sense within the context of what Fay is currently writing.

I don't necessarily see it, but I didn't necessarily see Spike/Xander either. I've read that and Wincest. I don't know that it's my beautiful cake, but it's not not my beautiful cake, either.

Just thought I'd speak out for the People of Meh, I Could Go Either Way.