right now 81 and sunny

sobbing

Even though it is above freezing and fairly tolerable, if rainy, out. I'm just tired.

You know what I hate? I hate when my body gets into a mode wherein food is gross. I eat because I don't want to turn into a headachy, whiney, sick emotional mess and because last I ate was a cheese stick 8 hours ago, but then I get to feel queasy while eating and for a good couple of hours after. Ick.

I'm all excited because I'm home in time to see the TLC Friday night shows the first time around, so I don't have to stay up til 2 am. Phew!

You dodged that bullet, Jesse!

Er, or something like that.

Now tomorrow I can get up bright and early to study. Yay fun. I will also put CDs onto my computer. It's kind of occured to me that it would be like launch.com, except slightly less random.

Drive to the mountains with sister, niece, and niece's friend, ski two days, come home exhausted and broke with no clean clothing for next week.

There may be beer in there. And sunburn, if the weather holds.

It's not supposed to do that this time of year!

Yes it is.

March, people.

Argh!

So, there's been a train de-railment, which is bad bad bad, and I hope everyone on the train is okay.

My 10AM train for tomorrow morning? Is now a 1:45 train tomorrow afternoon.

What are people's weekend plans?

If my Stage Beauty dvd comes tomorrow that'll eat up a decent amount of the weekend. Otherwise, it's supposed to be a snow-rain mix tomorrow morning, so I'm thinking that snuggling under a fleecy blanket while reading Emma Bull's Finder for my book group and then getting online for more job hunting will fill the majority of my weekend.

I've sent out resumes/cover letters/applications to about 15 places in the past two weeks, and I've only gotten one definitive "nope" so far. On the other hand, I've gotten a couple of requests for further info, which is always heartening. One of the possible jobs is in Spokane, WA. Any PNW folks know anything about Spokane? Is it nifty and fun? Drab and dull? A never ending round of puppies and coffee-flavored ice-cream?

come home exhausted and broke with no clean clothing for next week.

Hey, wait a minute! I'm all those things, and I don't get to go skiing.

But thank jebus I'm home and this craptastic week is at an end. It ain't much, but I'll take it.

La la la. I am at work because it is much more preferable to be here than it is to be working on my sculpture in ceramics. I hate my sculpture. It is supposed to look like the student as a famous person or character or something. I'm doing myself as Queen Elizabeth, but I'm using a picture from when she was a young princess, since I didn't feel like making the ruff (sp?). It sucks. Well, it actually looks pretty awesome from just below the breasts to the top of the neck. After that it sucks. Stupid ceramic face.

I just made myself cranky again, thinking about it. Now I want a nap.

At least I get to go to dance class in an hour and ten minutes.